Better You Prepare

I'll come sooner.
I am really not in favor if you lost like this.
I can consider it as kind of rude.

Prepare yourself for me to come back.

6-8June will be my last papers for foundation.
Wait till that date.
In the mean time, wish you welcome back to your study place.
Getting a new spirit and adapting to a new environment yah.
InsyaAllah.

28May2011

Assalamualaikum. Dengarkan ini cerita. Salmah(bukan nama sebenar) duduk di pelusuk kelas tp kurang menyedari kehadiran seorang insan di belakangnya. Satu hari dia berbual dengan insan ini..saya suka warna pink,sy pun..(dlm hati,eh?) dlm situasi lain..sy ada keta putih kt umah,sy pun(eh?)..myvi gak,eh?..dlm hati(sibuk je,sume nk sama:-p)..setelah beberapa ketika..rupa2nya ini lah insan yg dikurniakan Allah utk memahami insan yg bernama Salmah dan menjadi kawan sejati bagiku..insyaALLAH..moral of the story:thank you for being born at tis exact date 19 yrs ago. I love you so much dear..muah3 :-)

nukilan dari Inbox handphone sindaDila during her birthday.
insan yg bernama Salmah ni suruh saya simpan msg di atas supaya kalau berlaku perpisahan, boleh dijadikan kenangan.

deaaar, jangan, saya sangat touchinggg. . .
insyaALLAH semoga ukhuwah kita kekal selama-lamanya.

OK tahun ni birthday yg lain daripada yg lain.

1st reason : I've lost my twelve o'clock wishing-time. I did wait this year but sadly nothing happened during the time. But tears really accompanied me that night. in fact, the whole day. Nobody knew and nobody saw it because it was tears from inside. That's why I said in facebook, "You cannot judge someone's emotion by just looking at his or her way of communicating with others." Lotsa things happenned during the day of so-called-birthday-girl. I just wanna say one thing, I don't know why, I will keep doing this habit year by year until . . . wallahualam.

2nd reason : I feel like this is my first year that I really appreciate and concious about who I am and my responsibilities as a muslim in this world. Like I just know what is actually Islam. Subhanallah. I love you Ya Allah. Thank you for giving me this opportunity. Hope for Your everlasting hidayah Ya Raabb. . .

This is what I get for today! Yeaahh! Thanks my bro ;D
Dapat lampu Apple yg comeeeel ((:

p/s : Thanks for all your wishes friends. Especially for gals whom I close to. Love you gals so much. No barrier and no different between all of you. I love you gals equally. Thank you for always being there by my side whenever I am in need or not (:

Touching~~

PASHMINA

I want this darn badly!

Craving for it long time ago. .
And it comes again now.

Been busy lately. Lotsa quizzes n classes before final.

Can't wait for all these to be settled.

. . . missing . . .

HILANGGG

Kehilangan secara tiba2.

Tanpa diketahui sebab musababnya.

Kenapa ye?

Sesungguhnya kau perlukan kekuatan yg sangat kuat.

Janganlah pernah kau rasa hilangnya dia. .

Janganlah pernah kau rasa seperti sudah mati pabila dia tiada. .

Walau SAKIT mana pun perasaan tu,

Walau SUKAR mana pun kehidupan kau selepas tu,

Percayalah ia tak akan lama. .

KERANA kau masih mempunyai DIA!

Yang sepatutnya kau rindu, kau ngadu,

segala resah dan kesedihan mu.

Yang sentiasa setia berada di sisi,

menemani setiap perjalanan hidup mu.

Sesungguhnya DIA adalah sebaik-baik pelindung.

Percayalah dan berdoalah sentiasa

agar dirinya akan selalu dijaga oleh si DIA.

Kau akan merasai nikmatNya dengan hidup berlandaskan syariat.

DAN JUGA KERANA NIAT MURNI KAMU BERDUA SUATU HARI NANTI
INSYAALLAH.

kerana inikah kehilanganmu?

Yes aku kehilangan banyak benda sejak tiga menjak ni. . .

Kadang2 aku rasa lemah ya Allah.

Kuatkan aku ya Rab. .

We've known each other with full of promises,

We've built our bond with full of hope,

But now I know.. Our bond is far from His blessing..

So, I'm releasing this bond,

OUR BOND..

It's not just only for you,

But, it's for ALLAH,

OUR TRUE LOVE...

If you're destined for me,

then INSYAALLAH, he will make us together.

If not, BELIEVE IN HIM,

for he always knows what better for us.

YA NAFS, I'M HAVING WAR WITH YOU!

and I will win. insyaAllah.

I have to find Allah's love first, with consistency.

Hmmm. . Masih mencari ag.

Stop lah perasan wahai Cik Nur Fadhilah.

Baiklah. Saya stop mulai dari hari ini. Sila istiqamah Dila.
InsyaAllah.