SO UNFAIR :(

I'm privating my wall to all my friends.
but yours? only to me. .

so nicey.

In addition,

you haven't read this site yet since I opened it back.

oh poooooor you dila.

*taking a very long deep breath*

oh never mind, at least I'm hapyy to have a chance to visit your mum (:

Gotta say Hello to Pashmina!

yeaaah pashmina best!
longer and wider than any other shawls. plus tak jarang!
so that boleh main lilit2 sesuka hati
and boleh cover what should be covered ;D

da lama senanye dok usha 'pash pash' ni.

bila boring suka main belit2 ahaa

pastu buatlah gabungan cara2 hana tajima, maria elena, aishah amin.
so sekarang dah dapat satu idea baru!

nantilah apply time raya.

ni semua pasal heliza helmi la.
inspire me with the way she is right now (:
rasa macam nak beli hijab keluaran dia satu hari nanti.

tudung bawal lak camne?
da xselalu pakai sebab the fact that colour2 lain agak jarang.
so kena pakai inner scarf yg tutup neck sekali.

but still macam2 mana pun, tudung bawal kaler hitam tetap jadi pujaan ^^

tu je kott nak cakap.

ohh yaahh lupaaa nak cakap jugaaakk hari tuu dahh tengok HP 7 part2!
yeahh sangat puas!
anak harry sangat lah comel ok! :DD

then another interesting story.

sebelum HP7 start, ada la kuar sikt2 trailer movies2 baruu.

then guess what, I was so mesmerized to see this!

RISE OF THE PLANET OF THE APES

sayyy whaaatt?

apes? walaaweyyy comeeeeeeeeeeel! hahaa

*even senanye mcm scary sikit tgk muka dia yg ni :D*

nak tengok nak tengok!

sape lagi yg boleh teman tengok ni =.=

Hari ni banyak dapat pengajaran. Dengar cerita hidup seseorang yg sangat tabah.
Innama'al 'usri yusra unty, insyaAllah (:

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

orang kata,
kalau kita nak mendekati seseorang n nak bawak dia bersama2 dgn kita,
kita kena cuba masuk dalam dunia dia dulu.
tapi janganlah pulak kita yg terikut dia.
kita lah yg kena cuba selitkan cara kita dalam dunia dia.
(tapi apa salahnya kita pun amik pape yg positif dari dia btol dak?)
pastu boleh la tarik dia pelan2.
ataupun dia sebenarnya da tertarik sendiri
*angkat kening double-jerk*
kan?

oklah bukan tu tujuan utama.
just macam anologi utk niat berblogging lepas ni.
sebab rasa macam ada yg da lari
bila baca entry yg so-called-serious-ni.
*angkat bahu dan hembus nafas slow2*



btw, minggu lepas minggu yg agak busy kott :D
keluar dengan member2 haha tu pun busy ke?
ada la jugak urusan lain.

dalam seminggu tu, ni jelah gambar yg ada kat hp
kelakar kaan.
yg lain semua kat camera dorang =_=

even da lama tak jumpa alhamdulillah bond kitorang still macam dulu.
walaupun banyak cerita da tertinggal tercicir,
but yeah still, kitorang tetap kitorang.
walaupun masing2 da banyak berubah. .
negatif ada, positif ada,
(aku sentiasa berharap n berdoa semoga yg negatif2 tu semakin hari semakin jauh dari kita)
insyaAllah aminn.
sebab aku sayang korang sangat3!
taktaula setakat ni aku baru kuat utk tunjuk cth yg baik je duu. .
*kadang2 tu kuar jugaak kemehanjingan tuuu heee*
sebab aku pun masih perlu kan guide.
mana tawu satu hari nanti kita da boleh saling 'guide mengeguide'
mungkin kita akan lebih belajar daripada perpisahan yg lagi jauh kali ni.

Zurah: mungkin akan ke UMS, Sabah
Ain: UNIMAP, Perlis
Kina: MAS, KL
Aku: Hurrm okaay paling sedih US.
5UM FAMILY gak yg masing2 da bertebaran atas bumi Allah ni.

juga member2 sekolah rendah n sekolah menengah duluu.
korang semua tetap awesomee sampai bila2 ;D

~semoga kita berjaya mengejar cita2 di samping berjaya mendapatkan hidayahNya~

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okaay itu cerita member2 sekolah.
sekarang nak masuk sikit je pasal member2 universiti.
ok sikit je eh.
erk. rasanya takpela, cerita kat next post kot
takut terpanjang
teheee (senyum lebar)


lastly nak tunjuk gambar ni.
a gift from a friend of mine.
nama dia, si kuning :D


okay that's all for now.
btw hari ni 1st Ramadhan.
Selamat Berpuasa utk semua!
Semoga kita berjaya 'berpuasa' daripada segala aspek ;D
Dan bagi yg ada pasang niat nak mulakan sesuatu perubahan,
ahlan wasahlan. jom2 (:

~Semoga Ramadhan kali ni dapat bertindak sebagai catalyst utk kita menjadi muslim yg lebih baik pada masa akan datang insyaAllah~

tadi umi cakap kat akak, kalau dia betul2 nak, insyaAllah satu hari nanti dia akan datang jugak. .

dah jangan sedih2 lg ye.
kecek2 da takde lagi kat popular. . tsk tsk T___T

31st of July 2011

I used to think that. .

sometimes life is cruel,

because of the problems I need to face.
sometimes life is unfair,

because not everyone can feel the happiness.

sometimes life is nothing,
because I've lost the feeling of having a family.

but since I know you. .

Slowly. . All these perceptions were fade.
You brought me a different meaning of life.
Which is the purpose I've been created.
Yes, you didn't even notice that.
Because it was happening inside me.

From the first time we met.
At your house.
Until now.
From no intention at all.
Until the intention because of Allah.
And I hope it will last long forever.

And all these,

I must admit. It comes from our Lord.
He sent you to guide me.
He sent you to give life to me.
YES. IT WAS INDIRECTLY.

You gave me the love. .

you gave me the hope. .

You gave me the trust. .

You shine me with your light. .

You cheered me when I was sad. .

You brought me the happiness. .

You reminded me when I forgot. .
Indeed, even trillions of thank you can't replace all these. .
And I must say thanks to Him the most.

Our creator and The Giver of these Gifts.

But now. . .

Trust me. Believe me.

I am not that far as you are imagining.
I am not that far for you to catch. .

I am not thaattt far from you.
He just make us from a different story.

*Tears, please don't fall. You're about to finish your words Dila*

But maybe this one thing would help.

Could I consider the 5months timeline as the reminder from Him?
in order for us to get a blessing relationship for the upcoming long journey.
before the exact time comes?
Together we pray. insyaAllah.

And I am so sorry for all the mistakes I've done. .

This is a test, and we'll get through it.

Please, together we get mature. . I need you always. .

Human Often Forget

Yes, it is true.

Human beings. Like me.
Often forget the responsibilities entrusted to us.

The purpose of we've been created.
As abid. As khalifah. As dai'e.

As abid:

And I did not create the jinn and mankind except to worship Me.

[51:56]

As khalifah:

To make ourselves good.

To help others (society) become good.

To explore and make the physical world good (clean and beautiful).

As da'ie:

amar ma'ruf nahi mungkar.

*ajak member g study pun amar ma'ruf da*

peluh nitik2. fuh banyaknya tugaas =__=

don't worry dila.
wake up! look around dear.

people are changing.

the shy one becomes brave now.

then thin grows fatter. *ehm hehe*

the baby becomes cuter @_@

the worst becomes best!

besides we're physically changing, why can't we make the inside changing as well?

it will be better day by day.

it's okay to start with something simple.

because Allah looks on our efforts rather than the results.

inspiring much?

Also life isn't just about enjoying.
Yes we may do everything that we want.
But MAKE SURE

that thing is not prohibited by our Lord.

I'm a human.
and you're a human too.

As humans, we are always forgetful.
Thus, we need to be reminded.
By then, search friends that can always do this to you.
and you can do this to them too (:

*ingatkan dila jugak. . tolong tolong*

May all of us live a blessing life

under the guidance of the Quran and the Sunnah insyaAllah.
[AnwarHadi]

p/s: I'm happy we're progressing to be better.

DALE CARNEGIE. I am really wanna have your books right now. .

sebulan daahh

Rasa sangat tak best bila da lama tak tekan2 keyboard untuk website ni.
Rasa macam da tepu gak je kepala ni tak dapat nak express kan apa yg difikir.

Betul la. Sekali da start blog, memang akan gian bila da stop.
Tambahan lagi bila buat blogwalking kat tempat lain.
Lagila membuak-buak tahap giga rasa ni #_#

berazam dah lepas ni nak buat entry baruu yeaah!

p/s: I do care but you seldom take it.

DEPRESSED