Walmart!

Al-kisah sekarang ni,

da jadi seorang suri rumah sendiri yg harapnyaa berjaya laahh inshaAllah haha :DD

bila air habis, bila makanan habis, terpaksa la ke gedung feveret nih, WALMART aka GIANT MALAYSIA :DD selalunya mmg pergi dgn kakak2 senior bawak kereta pergi ramai2. sekarang dorang dah nak grade :( sangat terasa kot bulan May nih. . lepas ni da up jadi senior la kot kena bawak kereta utk adek2 plak. . oh lesen kne amek lg kat sini. . . ohh ituu cerita nanti. nak cite walmart nih. weeee. tempat feveret skrg. bila takde sape bole bawak, so kena pergi naik bas, bawak air kiri kanan, alhamdulillah la rumah dekat dgn bus stop. kalau tak, ohh :(

hidup sendiri mmg byk mngajar diri akan erti khidupan :')

Kemanisan di Rumah :')

First datang Purdue, org yg banyak tunjuk ajar aku ttg life kat sini, of course my dear housemates, yg aku xpernah kenal siapa dorang, semuanya start pertama kali dtg sini.

Serious aku syg semua.

Aku rindu suasana rumah macam dlu, time puasa kejut sahur n buka sama2.

tiga2 sangat baik, kelebihan masing2.

bila demam masakkan utk aq, buatkan kembang semangkuk, care.

masak sama2, gilir2.

tak berkira hal dapur, amek je ape yg nak guna.

makan je ape yg ade masak.

bg guide utk aq kt purdue ni mcm mana.

especially my roommate

Ya Allah rasa mcm ada family.

kehidupan di luar ni, kawan lah family kita :)

tp sekarang,

xtau mana silapnya. mungkin dtg drpd diri ni tanpa sedar.

kurang memberi, kurang semuanya mungkin.

maafkan aku ya Allah, kawan2.

kalau diri ni ade mengguris mana2 pihak tanpa disedari.

sesungguhnya aku rindu semua.

mereka starter bg ku,

xtau mcm mana nk tahan air mata bile tgok dorg akan keluar nnt.

even diri sendiri xkuat nak duduk sini da.

inshaAllah mungkin akn cari ruma sndri ikut kata family.

will wait n see.

doa sentiasa ada utk korg inshaAllah :)

semoa kekal tabah.

7 Benda boleh buat org SOMBONG.

Kisah kawan di Oklahoma, dan mungkin di tempat2 lain. Terjadi banyak kali kisah pindah memindah rumah bila duduk luar negara ni.

Mila: Boleh tak duduk dgn Alia n Maisarah?
Dido: InshaAllah. But waitt, kenapa 2 orang? Mung nk pindah jugak? Suddenly, xckp pun. Kenapa?
Mila: Takpela sacrifice utk dorang, boleh duduk dekat mana2 je nnt.
Dido: Emmm.

Satu hari Bedah datang, oh Mila kata nak pindah rumah kitorang.
Tett.

Ohh Mila, kenapa xcakap je terus terang. Dido tu xmarah. .


Paham, kadang2 kita manusia, terlepas pandang akan orang lain. Kita buat keputusan terlupa nak masukkan orang lain yg terlibat. Kadang2 dah decide, baru beritahu, then just tanya sama ada setuju atau okay tak apa yg telah disepakati tu. Kan mcm xmeletakkan sesuatu pada tempatnya.

Ye, kadang2 kita xsedar. Diri ni sendiri jugak ada kurang.
Tp perkara ni xjadi masalah inshaAllah, Dido chill ;D
Saje jadikan satu cerita.

Nak share pasal ni.

7 PERKARA YG BOLEH AKIBATKAN ORANG JADI SOMBONG
1. Ilmu
2. Kelebihan Beribadat.
3. Keturunan
4. Kecantikan
5. Harta
6. Kekuatan Fizikal
7. Pujian.

Kelebihan utk disyukuri, bukan utk disombongi.
Moga kita semua dijauhkan dan disedarkan jika tidak sedar. . Aminnn Ya Allah.

Hey, I am here. Finally!

Assalamualaikum bloggerians!

Well, i knoww it has been a long long long long time since my last post on this blog. Ouch bebb. Almost a year I supposeee. Scarryyy riighhtt :(  I knoww, I myself do really miss this "Molecules of Emotions". . 

(usap2 blog nih. maaf maaf)

Back to the reality, nevermindd, what's more exciting is that I finally manage to create this first post since I am in United States! And hence, I plan to make a new improvement, a new look and a new style for this blogg.

(I hope it works for this time :P)

Lots of stories to be shared. Seriously. I hope I can allocate my time to update this blog more frequently after this. I hope. I can. I will. Try my best. Egh! I plan to change my way of blogging by making more short-stories in the next next posts. inshaAllah2.

(but the problem is, who cares to read?)
*sengih2 malu* hehe. well i guess every bloggerians do tell their own stories because this is one of the places that we can keep our memories and  read them back whenever we missed all those stories :')
Yup!

Okaylah. Till here, I would like to end this post with a cute picture which I was just found on facebook.

;'D
Let's try our best to give the best heart that we can to our Creator.

We, as humans, always commit sins.

But Allah is the Most Forgiving.

Irma sweeet :')

Serious tak jemu tgok video nih byk kali.

They are just so sweeet :')
Mungkin sebab lagu ni - Penghujung Cintaku?
Mungkin juga sebab diorang pakai putih?
Dan mungkin sbb video dibuat lepas nikah! 

I feel the sincerity of the feeling when Redza said 'SubhanaAllah' 

May Allah bless your marriage ^^.

p/s : Irma's jubah wedding dress (=^.^=)

Secret of Surah Al-Kahf

Ever wondered why Prophet Muhammad(SAW) asked us to recite Surat Al-Kahf every Friday?

Let’s find out today inshaAllah… 

This Surah has Four stories in it,having some morals,lets see them and understand what they are saying to us:

1) The People Of The Cave

Its the story of young men who lived in a disbelieving town, so they decided to migrate for the sake of Allah and run away. -Allah rewards them with mercy in the cave and protection from the sun - They woke up and found the entire village believers. 

MORAL:TRIAL OF FAITH.

2) The Owner Of Two Gardens

A story of a man whom Allah blessed with two beautiful gardens, but the man forgot to thank the One who blessed him with everything and he even dared to doubt Allah regarding the afterlife.So His garden was destroyed - He regretted ,but was too late and his regret did not benefit him .

MORAL:TRIAL OF WEALTH.

3) Musa(AS) and Khidr(AS)

When Musa(AS) was asked-“Who’s the most knowledgeable of the people of earth?”” Musa(AS) said:Me…,but Allah revealed to him that there’s someone who Knows more than him.Musa(AS) traveled to the man and learnt how the Divine Wisdom can sometimes be hidden in matters which we perceive as bad.

MORAL:TRIAL OF KNOWLEDGE.

4) Dhul-Qarnayn

Its a story of the great King that was given knowledge and power and was going around the world,helping people and spreading all that’s good.He was able to overcome the problem of Yajooj-Majooj and build a massive dam with the help of people whom he could not even understand.

MORAL:TRIAL OF POWER

In the middle Allah mentions Iblees as the one who stirs these trials:

Behold! We said to the angels “Bow down to Adam”: they bowed down except Iblis. He was one of the Jinns, and he broke the Command of his Lord. Will ye then take him and his progeny as protectors rather than Me? And they are enemies to you! Evil would be the exchange for the wrongdoers!

Now let us see what’s the relationship between Surat Al-Kahf and the Dajjal (Anti-Christ)? 

Dajjal will appear before Day of Judgement with the 4 trials: 

***He’ll ask people to worship him and not Allah:

Trial of Faith .

***He’ll be given powers to start/stop rain and tempt people with his wealth:

Trial of with his wealth. .

***He’ll trial people with the “knowledge” and news he gives them:

Trial of Knowledge .

He’ll control huge parts of the Earth. 

Trial of Power .

How to survive these trials? The answers are in Surat Al-Kahf ..

1: Good companionship --> Surat Al-Kahf, verse 28

2 : Knowing the Truth of this World -->Surat Al-Kahf, verse 45

3: Humbleness -->Surat Al-Kahf, verse 69

4: Sincerity -->Surat Al- Kahf, verse 110

5: Calling to Allah -->Surat Al-Kahf, verse 27

6: Remembering the HereAfter -->Surat Al-Kahf, verses 47-49

Okeh, sekarang semua dah tahu kepentingan surah al-kahf kan?^^ Semoga anda semua lebih menghayati tadabbur anda! Dan juga selamat beramal \(^_^)/

p/s : nampaknya blog nih mmg da jadi gudang simpan untuk benda2 yg eden jumpa dan takut hilang. tak pelah, sambil tu kita bleh share2 benda yg baik kan. SubhanaAllah :)

Petua untuk isteri (^.^)

Petua Untuk Isteri Sentiasa Cantik dan Bahagia

1. Selepas solat Isyak, ambil air segelas, baca Al-Fatihah 1 kali, Ayatul Qursi 1 kali, dan Surah Al-Waqiah ayat 35-38 sebanyak 7 kali.

Sesungguhnya Kami telah

menciptakan isteri-isteri

mereka dengan ciptaan

istimewa, (Al-Waaqi'ah

56:35)

Serta Kami jadikan

mereka sentiasa dara

(yang tidak pernah

disentuh), (Al-Waaqi'ah

56:36)

Yang tetap mencintai

jodohnya, serta yang

sebaya umurnya. (Al-

Waaqi'ah 56:37)

(Semuanya itu disediakan) bagi puak kanan;

2. Tiup dalam air dan minum.

3. Niat dalam hati untuk menjaga kecantikan diri dan kebahagiaan rumahtangga.

Khabarkan kepada kaum ibu dan isteri-isteri semoga ada manfaatnya.


p/s: xnk hilang. cepat2 copy paste dlm blog. hehe :) 

2 months ahead. .

Eh Jun dah ke sekarang? Bukan Jun je lagi. Tapi dah pertengahan Jun. Allah. . 

cepatnyaa masaaa. . . . banyaknye benda yg berlaku dalam waktu terdekat nih. budak2 batch 1994 sumee da start masuk alam baruu. same goes to my sister. pandai daa buat assignent bagai. hahah. tp mmg satu berita yg mengejutkan jugak bila dia pun akan turut fly bersama2 dgn sy tahun INI. okay tahun ini. besar rezeki muu deekk :') Alhamdulillah3, u've prove it syg. Dah berjaya realisasikan impian akak yg duluu. Teringin nak bljr medic kt timur tengah. *touching sikit* :') dan budak junior sekolah dlu. Perkara yg mmg da agak la. TSNI naek lagi yeaaahh, jom bangga kejap jd rakyat TSNI hehe :') bukan calang2 dapat buat IB (the most toughest preparation) dekat KMB untuk buat Medic. Well done mirfa :') Nanti kalau akak ade duit lebih, nak lawat UK boleh? Ok berangan hehe :DD

Dalam masa yg sama gak, adek2 yg laen puun, xkesa duduk kt mana2 tempat pun selepas tamat zaman persekolahan tuu, korang berjaya dgn diri masing2 da sebenarnya. Dalam negara ke, luar negara ke, sama jee serious, yg penting diri kita :) Korang pun da usaha yg terbaek kan? bersyukur dengan apa yg kita da dapat. Because He knows best! :') Rezeki setiap org berlainan Dia bg. Takmo sedihh2. Dia da susun jalan cerita yg terbaek utk adek2 semua :') Mungkin klau xsekarang, akan datang ke, sape tahu kan? ^^. Kita lah yg menentukan future kita drpd sekarang dgn usaha dan doa insyaAllah. Like me, dulu nak medic sangat3, tp rupanya Allah da susun n tunjukkan sekarang, akak xleh medic senanye, hook tuu g pindah chemistry tuu. Medic xleh, lecturer boleh insyaAllah. Haha *berangan lagi*

Ok ni mmg post sempoi2 jee.

Perjalanan seterusnya utk xsmpai 2bulan lagi ni :(

BTN telah pun selesai. .

Selepas ni. .

Medical checkup, amek gmbr, isi ds160, kuar masuk duet kt bank, visa interview, arranging class purdue, declare tututut, shopping, jumpa2 sesape yg nk djumpa sblum g, project book, pre-departure, abeskan bace buku yg beli xbace2 kt uma ni. . etc etc. . bulan 8. . .

seriously xde ape yg nk dibanggakn pun study oversea. Sebab kita sama je semua sebagai hamba sedang memperjuangkan benda yg sama iaitu menuntut ilmu :')

Ada apa bulan Mei?

In my life, May should be the most valuable and noticeable month for me. But unfortunately, I found that yearly, it becomes the month that has lost its specialty. I find that the other months are able to make me happier and cheerier than in May. Truthfully I don't know why is that happening.

Like what I've been feeling today. 

I felt I am such a worthless. This is bad :'(

Could I say that I hate May?

I am sorry my dear month. .

Farah Lee! XD

"I'm so exciteeee!" ^^.

Haha nak jakun nak jakun jakuun kejap jeee =,=

Farah Lee comel feveret tu kn, dia bls tweet waa :')

Huhu tp soalan waa cm merapu hape je kaan.

Really soalan terjah je tuuu.

Tak kesa laa asal dia balaas.

Haaahaa yeaaah :DD

Kelakar laa, jakun mcm hape, pdhal normal je utk sesape bls twitter kan :D

Eee, bialaaa~

whaatt? purdue, indiana!

bunyi sebijik mcm kat india kan XD

decision has made. 

yes here I will stay insyaAllah.

3 months ahead from now.

ya Allah seriously time flies. time DO flies.

#.#

A very nice useful advice from Dr. Mastura, in his lecture: make yourself imagine when you are already there. Expect all the possibilities that would come out. Be it positive or negative thing. Plan the solution for the negative aspects. So, that when you are there, you already aware with what you need to do and somehow you will feel like you've been experiencing it before. And that's because you've prepare for everything. 

Like her example, before she performed her umrah/haji, she had been thinking for all the things that would possibly happened there such as toilets pack with people. And so, she had plan the strategies. She has set everything in mind, 'That's fine, she will wake up early in the morning in order to use the toilets'. When she has been there, the thing is exactly happened and yes she felt it, 'i've been experiencing it before'. Hence, she managed to handle it well. With happily no stress. So, she taught us to do the same thing too. In order for us not experiencing the culture shock in the States. InsyaAllah.

So yeaah Dila, what else u've been waiting for. Start expecting all the possibilities.

3 months to go. . Why it is so fast ya Allah.

Eh btw pssttt. It's MAY already. Tweeetttt3 :D

 ♫ I gotta feelinggg wuuhuuuuu.

Coz this year gonna be a good year  ♫

Ouch ok stop.

but seriously i have this unknown comfort feeling. . 

why. . 

Indeed, kebergantungan kpd Allah itu sangat perlu.

Malu nak cakap. . 

tapi nak jugak. .

Saya Sayang Allah. Dia selalu tak pernah give up dgn saya walaupun saya manusia ni selalu buat dosa =,=

Maafkan saya. . 

Catch the 'Dream'

Tetiba pagi ni aku rasa perlu tengok blog terbiar ni. Hehe

(Ko suka biarkan blog cmni kan Dila =,=)

Ok sambil layan lagu, Tentang Rasa - Astrid

(Mood rindu vanilla coklat. boleh tak? XD)

Semakin hari semakin kita kena sentiasa bersyukur kan :)

Alhamdulillah kini 6 universiti yg diapply, semua dah cakap 'accept2'.

Kecuali Ohio State University yg incomplete lg document nya. Sedihh2. 

Da takde mood na completekan. Hee.

Dan sekarang dlm dilemma utk memilih samada Purdue/West Virginia University

Tunjukkan aku ya Allah.

Universiti mana yg terbaik utk aku hidup selama 3tahun ni nanti.

Terbaik daripada segala jenis aspek.

Kawan, Persekitaran, Study, Cuaca, Makanan Halal, Kesihatan, etc.

Sesungguhnya Engkau Yang Maha Mengetahui Ya Rab.

de tahun lagi juga, insyaAllah.

Semoga apa yg dirancang terlaksana dengan baik.

Pandu kami Ya Allah.

Semoga tempoh tersebut cukup utk preparation pada hari yang mendatang.

Semoga kami belajar, nampak dan sedar banyak perkara.

Untuk kebahagiaan kehidupan yang seterusnya. 

insyaAllah. 

you go girl!
uppss. perhaps lady instead? XD

Janganlah jadi fake =,=

Tolonglah, tolonglah, tolonglah.

Jadilah perempuan yg bukan benda orang nampak je kita pandai nak jaga imej konon beritu dan berini. Tapi benda org tak nampak, kita jadi laen. Tak kesian ke org yg nampak secara luaran tu. Sumpah tertipu habis.

Contoh paling senang la. Depan orang ramai or depan lelaki la senang cite, ttibe datang plak rajin kita susun pinggan atas meja lepas mkn. Padahal kat rumah, punyala kita sepah mcm apa sampai bersemut. Ouch.

Com'on laa.

Ye serious memang tengah marah nih =,=

ANYWAY, I ADVISE MYSELF FIRST. THEN, COMES FOR THE OTHER.

 Amaran keras utk dirimu ni sendiri dulu dila.

"If you're a saint outside of the house but a tyrant at home, then you're not a saint." 
(Lee Weissman, @JihadiJew on Twitter)

pendraif

Teheee.

Pendraif (pendrive) ni sangat banyak da memberikan jasanya padaku.

Terima kasih kepada tuan nya yg telah meminjamkan :')

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Tipulah Kalau Tak terusik.

Tadi bukak facebook, ttibe nampak kat newsfeed ada orang share gambar nih.

awww seriously they are so sweeet :')

Farah Lee is currently one of the people that I adore in making changes.

One of my friends once said, "dia ni seriously a good idol for normal people. dia boleh blend dgn sesape je. dia tak kira kawan camne. tp dalam masa yg sama dia senanye sorg muslimah yg awesome"

Tengoklah blog dia

http://farahinlee.blogspot.com

terbaca pasal satu entry dia. macam mana dia berubah sampai sekarang. perubahan bukan sesuatu yg senang untuk dilakukan. you fight to hold on and you fight to let go. sometimes akan rasa jeles dengan member2 yang enjoy their life as what we've used to be like before (oh we shouldn't feel this way)  tapi "tipulah kalau kita tak terusik". yah true. bila tengok member kita pakai something yg kita sangat suka tapi da tak boleh nak pakai camtu da because it looks attractive that way. (pujuk hati. takpela, nanti nak pakai depan suami je cetu or hey, fashion bukan tu je yg ada. boleh je nak pakai. ubah sikit, asalkan still ikut penutupan aurat yg ditetapkan dalam islam. islam mudah la sayang :') 

kadang2 ada terdetik rasa menyesal. Kenapa berubah ke arah ni? Allah. .

Instead dears, we should thank God. He chose us. Alhamdulillah. Thanks to Him. He chose us :')

Teruskan dalam perubahan ni ye. Because :

You look more sweet and attractive in your own way now ^^

Sincerely, 

from everyone who looks at your changes phase :)

The Happiest Woman :) Part 2

What I've gotten from this book :

Chapter 1

is full of meaningful and valuable words that I want to type them all.

Chapter 2

1: A woman who challenged tyranny.

'Asiyah, the wife of Fir'awn. She sought a home with the Lord and put that above her wordly interests. 

"Be optimistic even if you are in the eye of storm".

2: You have a huge wealth of blessings.

Verily, with every difficulty there is ease (94:6). The clouds of worry will be blown away, the darkness of distress will be dispelled, and calamities will come to an end, by Allah's leave.

"Soon, the flowers will bloom, grief will depart and happiness will prevail".

3: It is sufficient honour for you that you are a Muslim

"If a woman obeys her Lord, offers her five daily prayers and preserves her honour, she will enter the Paradise of her Lord."

4: The believing woman and the disbelieving woman are not equal

Woman who gives charity, fasts, prays qiyam al-Layl, observes hijab, obeys her husband, fears her Lord, is kind to her neighbours and is compassionate towards her children, is to be congratulated for her great reward, tranquility and contentment.

5: Laziness is kin to failure

You should take care of your appearance, wear perfume at home, keep your house tidy, and meet your husband, children, siblings, relatives and friends looking cheerful, with a ready smile and an attitude of contentment.

6: You are better off than millions of women

7: Build yourself a palace in Paradise

8: Do not destroy your hearts with your own hands

Always repeat this du'a often and ponder its meaning

 "Allahumma inni a'udhu bika min al-hammi wal-hazan. . . . . . . "

(O' Allah, I seek refuge with You from distress and grief, and I seek refuge with You from incapacity and laziness, and I seek refuge with You from miserliness and cowardice, and I seek refuge in You from the burden of debt and from being over-powered by men).

9: You are dealing with a Lord Who is Most Kind and Most Generous

10: You will be the winner in all situations

If some worry, distress or grief befalls you, remember that it is an expiation for sin.

"Prayer is guaranteed to bring tranquility and chase away worry".

Ouch! I've another 12 Chapters to go. Seem like I've taken half part of it.
Gotta make it more brief for the next following chapters.

Okay!

The Happiest Woman :)

Agaknya kemurungan ni nampak ketara sampai member bagi pinjam buku ni.

You Can Be The Happiest Woman in the World.

Fuhh. Tapi siyes excited nak baca.

Sebab isi nya sangat menarik.

She said too. Don't even miss any single words written in the book.

insyaAllah syg! I'll try.

Thanks for the book anyway <3

Do you want to be happy? We are all looking for an escape from worry, stress and depression, and for ways to find happiness. This book presents the route to happiness in a nutshell, drawing on Islamic teachings and the voices of "experts" both western and eastern. So sit back, relax and read it from cover to cover, or dip into it a page or two at a time in between other activities in a busy life as  a wife, mother, student or worker.
You are holding in your hands a treasure chest of reminders that will help you learn important lessons and set you on the path to happiness in this world and in the Hereafter, insha'Allah.

I think I'm going to love this book so much :')

Aura Nasik Minyak. Gila taaak.

Kenapa ni kat facebook da ramai sangat cakap pasal kahwin2?

Umur yang ala2 sebaya je semuaa.

Saya da besar ke? Umur saya da berapa senanye?

Kenapa ramai kawan da tunang da kawen ni.
Roomate dulu pun sekarang ni da rancang na kawen.

Kawan rapat saya pun da sebulan jadi isteri.
Tadi dapat kol dari dia. Ajak kuar. Pastu tanya2 dia. Macam da ada tanda2 bakal si comel ada dalam perut. Allah sweet sangat. Pastu tanya dia, nanti nak anak nama apa. Pastu nanti anak dia nak panggil saya apa. Dia pun terus je, panggil mak long laaa. waaah! saya nak jadi mak long :')

nanti anak mak long leh main2 ngan anak mak ngah. walaupun anak mak ngah lagi tua mungkin :P teheee

Eh, saya da besar ke? T_T

*sejuk*

Happy nya untuk korang semua Alhamdulillah :')

"Dan antara tanda-tanda yang membuktikan kekuasaan-Nya dan rahmat-Nya bahawa Dia menciptkan untuk kamu (wahai kaum lelaki) isteri-isteri daripada jenis kamu sendiri, supaya kamu BERSENANG HATI dan hidup MESRA dengannya, dan dijadikan di antara kamu (suami isteri) perasaan KASIH SAYANG dan BELAS KASIHAN." (Surah Ar-Rum, 21)

“Dan nikahkanlah orang-orang yang sendirian di antara
kamu, dan orang-orang yang layak (menikah) dari hamba
sahayamu yang lelaki dan hamba-hamba sahayamu yang
perempuan. JIKA MEREKA MISKIN ALLAH AKAN MENGKAYAKAN
MEREKA DENGAN KARUNIANYA. Dan Allah Maha Luas
(pemberianNya) dan Maha Mengetahui.”
(An Nuur : 32)


“Barang siapa menikah, maka ia telah melengkapi separuh dari agamanya. Dan hendaklah ia bertaqwa kepada Allah dalam memelihara yang separuhnya lagi."
[HR Thabrani dan Hakim]


“Dan segala sesuatu kami jadikan berpasang-pasangan,
supaya kamu mengingat kebesaran Allah” 
(Adz Dzariyaat : 49)

Comel kan?

Saya selalu galakkan member, korang cepatlah kawen. Benda baik tak elok tangguh2 ^_^ Tapi bila member tanya balek yg jadi parah tu. tapi senang je saya pass, "ummmmi ayaah tolong jawabkan. . " lesen dari dorang kan. .

dan saya nak jadi mak long! please. .
kadang2 ngadu kat ummi, ummi, kita rindu diaa. tolongg T_T

Perfume T_T

Seumur hidup ni, serious tak reti nak pakai perfume.

Perfume sendiri pertama yg betul2 pernah ada rasanya ni la

ni pun from ibu.

ada lagi sampai sekarang. dari sekola dulu kot.

2nd, from ayah n umi.

which is dah pecah terjatuh dari almari egghh :'(

(penuh lagi)

serious sedih. perfume ni sangat sedap bau dia. sangat suka. .

ni pulak perfume suka2.
dulu masa form5 member ada jual.
so beli dari dia, terus suka kotak yg nih.
kotak hijau nombor 8!
daripada suka2 mmg terus kepada sgt suka!

sebab tu la perfume yg ada dua kat atas tu tak pernah abes2 lagi.
sebab one drop jugak paling lekat ngan diri.
tapi bila satu da pecah n yg ibu bg tu pun da xbape boleh guna bau dia.
seriously i'm craving for this. .

one drop perfume kotak hijau no8
mcm wajib na ada. .

ataupun nak cari balik yg da pecah tu :'(




sekian cerita perfume.

baru bangun dari tidur senanye nih. dapat tido sejam sekejap sebelum asar. heaven nya kalau boleh tidur sekejap n tersedar bangun sendiri macam ni hehe

Space. I need space.

Ya Allah cepatnya masa berlalu. Tinggal 6 bulan je lagi.
 Ye wak, 6 bulan je lagi =_=

Hujung minggu di rumah yang lepas dah cukup buat saya sedar sesuatu.

Banyak lagi benda yang saya kena belajar n settlekan sebelum saya ke US.

Ini serious.

T_T

Setiap orang ada masalah sendiri kan. Agree? 

Yup2 (Okay ini syok sendiri)

Dan setiap orang juga ada tahap masing2 untuk menyelesaikan masalahnya.

Begitu juga dengan diri ni.

I have my own limit.

Dan kerana itu, saya perlukan space. . Saya sangat perlukan. .

Untuk bergerak slow sekarang dgn apa yg saya ada.

Dengan tanggungjawab apa yg saya pegang.

Tolonglah. 

Kerana saya rasa saya perlu tunaikan hak atas diri ni terlebih dahulu.

Sy terlupa akan tanggungjawab lain yg lebih besar.

Saya terlampau kesiankan orang. Sampai saya lupa diri saya sendiri.

Saya nak buat preparation sebelum saya pergi jauh.

Banyak yang saya akan tinggalkan. Saya nak tinggalkan dgn baik.

Dan saya na kekalkan apa yg saya na kekalkan.

Bukan semata2 sebab diri ni sahaja, tapi, sebab semua yg disekitar saya.

Dah hampir 2 tahun di Uniten juga, saya masih belum capai apa yg saya inginkan.

So dengan 6 bulan yg saya ada ni.

Bagi saya peluang untuk selesaikan apa yg perlu diselesaikan.

Untuk berbakti kepada Islam, ada pelbagai cara boleh dilakukan.

Jangan kecikkan skop pemikiran.

Ada quote dari Hilal Asyraf. Saya terlupa. 

Kalau da jumpa nanti sy paste balek kat sini insyaAllah.

Fuh rasa sedikit lega.