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Aku Jeles.

2012-02-08T22:26:00.000-08:00

Betul.

Tak tipu. Siyes jeles.

dengan sorang budak blogger yg guna nickname nih

Mirfa Mafia

Apa ntah masalah dia boleh update blog setiap masa. Haha :DD

Jgn marah kak dila tau syg. Gurau je ^^

I wanna be like you dear. Please.

Blog nih akak selalu biar terbengkalai.

Ntah bila betul2 desperate je baru datang sini. Haihh.

lagi bape bulan je nak masuk 20 tahun.

uggghhh

*shivering*

=,=

2012-01-31T06:54:00.000-08:00

Am I alone getting with all these?

Too many things that still worried? Not yet ready? Mmmmm.

Tetiba na cakap,

lagu ni touching.

Bosan 3

2012-01-27T08:21:00.000-08:00

Kini kawan2 ku semakin hari semakin mendapat berita gembira.

You've been admitted!

Sorang2 telah confirm untuk melanjutkan pelajaran ke US.

Rasa seram utk tiba giliran ku pula

Tabah cekal doa tawakal insyaAllah. Pada Mu ku berserah.

Close friend kat facebook. .

tak semua pun yg ditunjukkan. I want more. .

Please. .

Anything about you, yes, aku rinduu.

There it is! The result :)

2012-01-18T04:04:00.000-08:00

After all the hard works and time sacrificed,

we felt such a relief and satisfaction to see this :

http://www.bharian.com.my/bharian/articles/PelajarUNITENanjurSeminarPendidikan1Malaysia/Article/index

Seminar 1Malaysia in a newspaper!

Seminar that we've been conducted. Yeaah :))

Good job PPES ^^

#3 Books Corner

2012-01-01T06:29:00.001-08:00

"If you come at me with your fists doubled," said Woodrow Wilson, "I think I can promise you that mine will double as fast as yours; but if you come to me and say, 'Let us sit down and take counsel together, and, if we differ from each other, understand why it is that we differ, just what the points at issue are, we will presently find that we are not so far apart after all, that the points on which we differ are few and the points on which we agree are many and that if we only have the patience and the candor and the desire to get together, we will get together."

Ain't this completely true aite? :)

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Awesome+Fabulous AF!

2011-12-31T05:57:00.003-08:00

Tempoh cuti seminggu kali ni betul2 da berjaya kembangkan perspektif aku.

Seriously dunia di KL dan di JB adalah dua dunia yg berlainan. Di JB aku hanya dikelilingi geng2 typical zaman sekarang yg fabulous tp di KL aku ditambah dengan kewujudan lagi satu group, geng akhawat bertudung labuh yg awesome. Dan di sini, aku nampak satu persamaan yang ketara antara dua.

Ce baca quote ni

"Janganlah sesiapa perasan soleh dan solehah dan tengok orang biasa2 sebelah mata je.

Semua orang berpotensi untuk jadi lebih baik"

-anonymous-

So nampak kan persamaan kat sini?

Aku sebagai orang tengah yang berada dalam kedua2 golongan ni, serious terharu dengar luahan rasa masing2. Terutama sekali golongan fabulous. Yes, aku sangat rapat dengan golongan fabulous. Mereka semua berhati lembut sebenarnya tapi takde siapa yg datang bantu mereka. Mana golongan awesome nih? Kata nak bagi mereka rasa ke'awesome'an sama-sama. Haah aku sendiri. . Apa yg aku buat utk tolong? :'(

Seminggu ni memang sangat2 buat aku terpikir. . .

Awesome n Fabulous,

kita sedang sama2 mencari redha Illahi kan?

Betul, kita semua tak tahu apa nasib kita di akhir nanti,

Yang awesome tak semestinya kekal awesome. Ujian Allah sentiasa ada.

Yang fabulous tak mustahil boleh jadi lebih baik dari awesome.

Betul tak?

Oleh itu,

"Janganlah tersangat bangga dengan apa yg kita da capai dan janganlah pula tersangat rendah dengan apa yg kita miliki"

Semuanya boleh berubah dgn sekelip mata.
Jadi, kejarlah apa yg da pasti.

Sebab Our Beloved God dah bagi kita peluang utk pilih jalan mana yg sepatutnya kan?

Ada ke orang nak neraka? Mestilah semua nak syurga :')

Small changes will do people :)

JADIKAN AZAM TAHUN BARU YEE.

INSYAALLAH!

*peringatan paling besar utk diri ni sendiri*

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Eh Hye! Almost a Month Yaaww :D

2011-12-25T01:55:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum!

Is there any people still willing to answer the greeting?

Oh pathetic. . You've been ignoring this blog almost a month, Dila.

How come there would be one. Sigh :(

Truly, I've been going many ups and downs for this month; the semester that I could consider the most superb hectic sem I ever had. Holding more than one responsibilities in one time is really challenging as you need to give your full commitment on your works or else you will make others in the same community having difficulties to settle the tasks given. That is how basically when you work in a team. When one failed, the other will suffer as well. This is because a good cooperation is extremely needed in a successful team. That was what I've been facing before, along with my application process, essays, letter of recommendations, assignments, etc yada yada yadaaaa. . And all these explained why this blog has been shut down for a month! Allah, this is disappointing. .

Well, I've finished my first semester already and I am HOME now! :D

(I don't think I was that excited. Heh)

Because yes, everything is not settle yet. Still lot of works need to be done. Sigh squared please!

APPLICATION APPLICATION APPLICATION

SABAH SABAH SABAH

Tired to explain.

All in all, I just want to say, hye back to all! :)

I am truly really sorry. Will start again with new consistent posts if I could.

I'll try people.

By the way, this morning, I was touched with videos that I've watched in youtube. Pagi pagi dapat tarbiyyah. I missed that moment. . I knew. That is why I love internet so much!

I guess I will take one of the topics to be discussed here soon :)

Want to look as well?

Try search this

PERTANDINGAN VIDEO OSEM APG '11

Sumpah awesome semuanya :)

*tapi tak semua orang boleh faham. begitu juga saya*

tapi nak cakap gak kat sini, saya nak tumpang gembira boleh tak kalau anda pun tersentuh bila tengok video yg ada. Terima kasih :')

Perjalanan selepas 28/11/2011

2011-11-28T07:54:00.000-08:00

Blog sayaaaa. . Lamanya saya tak lawat awaak :'(

Kejamnya rasaa. . .

Macam mana ni nak balance kan masa dengan baik. .

Nanti da jadi suri rumah, urus suami, anak, kerja lagi mencabar tau oi oi cik Dila.

Fuh ye baiklaah #_#

Ehhm maka dalam entry kali ini, nak cakap satu benda je. .

Berkenaan tarikh tu sebenarnya, seriously mmg jadi significant event dalam hidup ni.

Sampai ttibe dapat ilham baru.

Untuk buat journal.

Tajuknya : (Erk takkan nak publish kat sini segan)

Nak ada camni!

Buku xde lagi. Tapi pen tu baru je beli. Sukaaa nak pakai pen basah lak :')

Nanti nak beli buku comeel2 pastu nak start.

Okaaayy.

sebelas.sebelas.sebelas

2011-11-11T03:07:00.000-08:00

Saya da cukup rasa DISASTER hari ni.

Cukuplah.

Dari pagi rasa bangun tak sedap.

Buat something tapi benda tu sia2 rupanya.
Macam nak pergi interview tapi tak perasan pakai selipar, sah2 kena reject.

Macam tula yg berlaku subuh tadi.

Seterusnya pagi tu ke meeting pulak.

First meeting yg xpernah dijangka. Ingatkan kerja hanya setakat amek kehadiran.

Ok rupanya kena buat macam2.

Kena set modul rupanya. ANOTHER WORK DILA.

Then, balek tu, tiba2 dapat panggilan.

Mendengar keluhan dan luahan orang terdekat. Family matter.

Bercucuran da air mata sambil jalan balek tu.

Sampai rumah, kesian roommate, non stop lagi talking kat phone ni dgn bebaldi da airmata.

Lepas tu tido.

Orang cakap, nanges ni penat kan.

Mmg tak ingat langsung. Tido sambil pegang hp. Hp yg kosong.

Bangun2 teringat pesan kwn sblum tido tu dia nak singgah rumah bg letter.

Terus kalang kabut call dia balek. Kesian da dia g turun upten dulu.

Pastu sambung da buat keje letter n laen2 semua. .

Tapi bila da petang. .
Rasa balek bebanan kepala. Masalah. Kerja. Pikir2 balek, ni overload da.
Dengan family matter yg datang menyesak2 kan.
Sepatutnya my family is my first priority. . .
Banyak sangat da stress yang diterima.
Tak larat da dengan semuaaa ni. .
Mungkin akan ada satu kerja yg perlu dilepaskan. .
Kepala da sakit sangat. Saya perlu utamakan keluarga.

Tapi baru tadi ni pulak. .
Yang paling besar antara semua. .

Perasan something.

Ada DP yang da turun. .

ya Allah serious. . Nak taip ni pun lemah. .

Serious gigil dah tangan. .

:'(

Sayang, awak takleh gi mana2 da.
Tengok tuu da kena peluk ketat2.

Kan kan.
Saya akan dengar jawapan yes, kan? T_T
Awak pergi mana. . Saya ada banyak masalah nak cerita. . .
11.11.11

Pelik, hari ni internet problem satu hari. Terpaksa pakai LAN . .

Come Back. I Can't Stand. .

2011-11-09T01:58:00.000-08:00

Tersentuh sangat. .

Lagi2 bila baca pendapat ayat ni. .

saya tak dambakan zaujah solehah..cukuplah saya dan si dia nanti sama2 nak berubah lebih baik, ubah sikap sama2..belajar sama2 ke arah jalan yg lebih lurus..tuntun jalan bersama2..tua bersama2..susah senang bersama2..jika dia dah awal2 solehah, saya pasti rasa rendah diri n sy terkejar2 utk jadi soleh utk mengiringi dia..kejar2 ni penat..kejar kejap pastu tersungkur putus asa..hmm..

-Syabab Musafir Kasih-

sms seorang ibu

2011-11-07T03:47:00.001-08:00

Salam. Anak2 ibu. Btapa pilu n sedihnya hati ibu bila trdengar suara takbir bergema. Anak2 ibu tiada disisi ibu. Teringat kenangan silam waktu kita bersama dulu. Kemeriahan begitu terasa tapi tahun ini pertama kali ibu beraya tanpa anak disisi. Sedih sepi tidak lgi melihat senyuman manja n manis serta keayuan ank2 perempuan ibu. Begitu juga kehenseman satu2nya ank lelaki ibu yg selalu ibu rindui. Ketika ini air mata penyesalan menjadi teman ibu di pagi hari mengiringi suara takbir bergema. Ibu pohon seribu kemaafan dan keampunan darimu ank2 ku. Keriuhan tawa ank2 sedara ibu semakin menyentuh hati kalbu ibu. Semakin kuat mengingati mu wahai ank2 kesayanganku. Hanya air mata kesedihan menemani ibu. Menjadi teman ibu ketika ini. Anak2 ku. Kasih sayang ibu xpenah luntur walau sesaat di hati ini. Hanya Allah yg Maha Mengetahui apa yg tersirat dan tersurat. Ibu xdpt nak meneruskan luahan hati dalam sms ini lagi. Harapan ibu dipagi ini. Ank2 ibu tersenyum manis walaupun tanpa ibu disisi. Ibu masih di katil sepi seorang diri. Peluk cium dari ibu untk mu whai ank2 kesayangan ku. Salam utk semua yg ada di sana. Moga2 Allah sentiasa merahmati dan melindungi anak2 ibu. Ampunkan dosa2 ibu. Peluklah ibu sayang. Bayangkan dalam hatimu. Amin.

Luahan hati seorang ibu. Semoga engkau tabah kawanku. . InsyaAllah.

Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan apa yg terdaya olehnya. . . [Al-Baqarah : 286]

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OMG Tagged!

2011-11-06T05:51:00.000-08:00

Well, it has been such a long time since I did the 'tagging' thingy.

I thought the era was over already.

But yeah I was wrong. It is coming back to me now!
Oh people. .I felt that. The feeling of being left out from the bloggers' world.

I noticed this happened because I've lost most of my dear blogger friends since I've left this blog for such a long time. This makes me feel so sad. . I miss everyone of you people. .

However, this blog still continues the journey to share the words with random people passing by here and of course to you as well, IF TEHRE IS, the faithful reader ((:

Never mind, straight away to the topic!

Well, I got this tagged from Sue (:

Thanks honey! I'll try to do wholeheartedly okay :D

Rules

1. You must post these rules.
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post. And create eleven new questions for the people you tagged to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on the post.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged HIM/HER.
6. No tag back!
7. No stuff in the tagging section about 'YOU ARE TAGGED IF YOU ARE READING THIS' YOU LEGITIMATELY (a.k.a REALLY, TRUST, WILL ALL HONESTLY) have tagged 11 people.

11 things about me.

1) I am a kind of people that can't live without internet even just a day. Really I will barely able to stand without it since I've taken the internet as my third husband. Hoho walaweeeey :D But yes, it is seriously. I'm not playing around people. I used internet to gain variety kind of knowledge, to get the tarbiyah that I need for the rest of my life and the most important one is to always keep contacting with my loves :') (Whatsapp! It's freeee) One thing I wanna confess here is that, through internet, I've been passing the changes phase. I learned a lot to be a human from my third husband (since my first and second husband only can be seen in the future hee~) BUT BUT BUT, have to bear this in mind, once we misuse the internet, we gotta get harms from it. Somewhat, the internet could be my greatest challenge on how I can control myself from the bad matters. *peaaacee

2) Is pink color always related to girlish version of lady? I don't care. I do still love PINK ((((:

But I'm not really addicted to it because sometimes I prefer white color for things like gadgets and cars.

3) I love kids! Ha'a ha'a yeaaahh :D They are all so cuteeee you know that rightt. They are innocent. They have no sins. They are new in this challenging world that need to be shaped by their parents. It is not an easy task to do in order to get a good result. Parents need the sense of sensitivity towards their responsibility. They are all 'amanah' given by our Lord (: Treating the kids always makes me smile. Haha that's for now Dila, but when it becomes to your own kids, only then you know the real meaning of treating. Uhuk uhuk that is what someone's said to me. Kind of truee. It's challenging!

4) Of all fruits we have in this world, banana is the most fruit that I prefer. Is it because of baby milo? Wohooo :D

5) I love chocolate so much! No matter in what means and shape.

Cadbury Black Forest is the most preferable (:

6) I am phobia with any kind of insects.

7) I love to play with Velcro tape. Only people that are really close to me can understand this habit.

Kecek2 ^____^

8) Oh yeaah I want to talk about my second husband which is a kitchen! :D If one day I could get the husband like what I have seen in IKEA's showroom, it would be a greatest pleasure for me, my dear first husband. Toiingg3. Haha *giggling* By the way, it is just my highest dream. The simple one still okay for me. Anything will do, as long as it is comfortable to work with (:

9) I enjoy reading novels and any materials that can be beneficial for myself. I currently addicted to a writer named Hlovate. Seriously I recommend novel's lovers to read Hlovate's novels. You'll find the awesomeness later ;D

10) I am truly a sensitive person. Or in other words I can say, I can easily get touched. But, I could also easily squeeze to the normal situation back. For example, if someone's scolding me, I could cry instantly and then wiping the tears, saying to myself, never mind I can handle this. Haha weird right. Maybe I just want to express what I felt first before feeling the sense of relief then.

11) I love to watch movies. But I can't watch them alone. I've tried it many times and I failed to understand the stories. Thus, I actually need friends to watch movies together with me. And and people, obviously this is not a cinema movie okay ;D What I mean is a movie that I want to watch at home. I hope the friend that I mentioned is a hubby that will accompany me in the future :D

Awww enough Dila. 11 already ^_^

Okay now, questions to be answered from Sue:

1. Being cool or adorable?

Being cool is way better for me perhaps.

2. Kenangan terindah?

Bila rasa iman pada tahap yg tinggi which is susah sangat nak dapat. Serious rinduu dengan kenangan tu. Tapi tak mustahil untuk dicapai balik. Kena sentiasa usaha. .

3. What is definition between man and football?

Can I define it like woman and shopping? haha :D

4. Do you like pink colour? Why?

Gocha sebijik terkena soalan ni. Hee~ Because for me, pink is a soft color. What if I ask you back, why do you like (for example) brown color? You will answer base on your interest right? I just don't understand, why pink has becoming a significant color to be asked by people #_#

5. What is language the most that you want to learn?

ARABIC! I really hope one day I could get the opportunity to learn it.

6. Why do you think you are weird? If not, why?

If you have finished reading 11 things about me as stated above, you'll find the answer yourself. It is the same answer with why I find myself weird as well (:

7. What are you in the next 5 years? Why are you really confidence with it?

I am a wife already insyaAllah. Because I've set a target to get marry in that particular timeline.

8. What type do you want when searching for a perfect partner?

A partner that can bring me together to the Jannah.

9. If you told by someone that you are smelly, how do you react?

Firstly, I will say terribly sorry to that someone for the inconvenience. Then I would try as hard as I can to change myself by consistently wearing perfume or etc (not really preferable because I'm a girl, can't wear it too much)

10. Status? Do you feel comfortable with your status now? Why?

Not really. Because I don't feel safe.

11. Your plan for your future?

Can prove to myself and others too that I can be in a minority group.
Being able to give a balance attention between husband, children, work and responsibility towards Islam.

Suami didahulukan, pencapaian diutamakan :D (quoted from a movie)

insyaAllah. It is really a challenging task! Keep praying Dila. .

Furthermore, I dreamt to do phD together with him if God's will.

FINISH DEAR! (((:

(btw, I can't fulfill rule number 4 and onwards. .)

I don't have much time syg. Maaaf2.

Plus, I don't have enough 'bloggerian' to be tagged #_#

p/s : I am intentionally didn't put any picture or anything else that can make this post attractive. Because by doing that, only certain people can really bear to read this long, unimportant post ;D

Why Should I Marry You?

2011-10-28T07:42:00.000-07:00

This is really such a good article that I've taken from here (:
The best words I've ever found for the thing that I've been looking for so long.

(Take note that I just took the significant part of the story. So, if you eager to know more, you can read by your own on its site ^_^ )

The young man said, firstly I asked her, who do you love the most? she said, her mother. The parents said so, what is wrong with that?? The young man said, ‘no one, is Muslim, until he loves Allah, and his messenger (saw) more than anyone else in the world’. If a woman loves Allah and the Prophet (pbuh) more than anyone, she will love me and respect me, and stay faithful to me, because of that love, and fear for Allah (swt). And we can share this love, because this love is greater than lust for beauty. The young man said, then I asked her, you read a lot of qur’an, can you tell me the meaning of any surah? And she said no, because I haven’t had time yet. so I thought of that hadith ‘ALL humans, are dead except for those who have knowledge’ She has lived 20 years and not found ANY time, to seek knowledge, why would I marry a woman, who does not know her rights, and responsibilities, and what will she teach my children, except how to be negligent, because the woman IS the madrasa (school) and the best of teachers. And a woman who has no time for Allah, will not have time for her husband. The third question I asked her was, that a lot of girls, more prettier than her, had approached me for marriage, why should I choose you?..That is why she stormed off, getting angry. The young man’s parents said that is a horrible thing to say, why would you do such a thing, we are going back there to apologise. The young man said I said this on purpose, to test whether she could control her anger. The Prophet (saw) said ‘do not get angry, do not get angry, do not get angry’ when asked how to become pious; because anger is from Satan. If a woman cannot control her anger with a stranger she has just met,do you think she will be able to control it with her husband??

So truuuuuuuuuuuuuuueeee people. .
Such an inspiring motivation to become a good wife for the future. insyaAllah.

This note is flexible. It can be applied for both ways. Woman seeking a man as well (:

Tsk Tsk Tsk T_T

2011-10-26T23:56:00.000-07:00

Serious tengah tension sangaaaaat3 ni ya Allah. .

Apa aku da buat agaknyaaa. .

Main godeeeh2 HTML code kat website CSG yg berbayar tuu sampai ter'LOCK'!

Dah taktau camne nak jadikan kembali pada asaaaal. .

The website has been LOCKED.

Takleh bukak cara normal. .

Search kat internet solution camne, tapi tak paham camne nak buat. Bahasa computer betuul
FTP la PHP la CPANEL la WP-FTP la

Nak nangeeessss seriouuusss. .

Semalam satu hari kerjakan blog tuu. Dah nak siap. Tinggal touch up2 je. Sekali kena LOCKED.

Just sebab buang footer :'((((

Masih tengah usaha untuk memahamkan solution yg perlu dibuat. .

ya Allah semoga semuanya dapat kembali pada asal.

Walaupun kena edit balek semua.

Takpela asalkan da boleh log in.

If not, really I have to be responsible with what had happened.

Website berbayar tuu eemm T__T

Hampir dua hari masa habis mengadap ni je. . .

Yes, I'm feeling so far from you

2011-10-23T10:38:00.000-07:00

Friend,

I know I'm far right now.
And I know this gonna be continuously happened from time to time.

This semester is the kick-start for everything.
When I have to live separately with you.

Even just a stone throw away from here. Just one room separated.

I really felt the distance.

At first I just accepted it because I believe that it will give benefits to others.

BUT as time goes by, I realized that unfortunately it gave harms to myself. .

Friend, you know what, I am now like a silence girl that can't express any of my feelings anymore.

And this happened because I don't have anybody to do like that since you've been far.

Lucky that you have a friend whom you can date with always :')

a friend that you can live everybody else whenever you see her :')

And I felt so touched and far away whenever I see that happened in front of my eyes. .

Forgive me for that I can't stand with all these anymore. .

Because of the distance that I felt.

Because of myself that can't express anything anymore, my problem and etc.

Yes, I've turned to be a quiet girl already.

I hold the feeling myself.

I suffer with my life and problems myself.

And that gonna be okay insyaAllah.
Because I know I should rely on Him the most. .

I'm so sorry my dear friend for all my wrongdoings.

My feelings might be wrong.

Of course you have your own reasons for all that happening right? :)

Mcm sy penah cakap dgn sorang ni jugak.

Sy tgh mengalami masalah kesunyian.

Kawan sy da ada orang lain.
Sy da ta geti.

True that bukan dia sorang je kawan yg sy ada.
Tapi dia sorang je kawan yg btul2 boleh masuk dgn routine sy.
Dan bila sy hilang tuu, sy rasa tak boleh berdiri. .
Tapi sekarang insyaAllah saya tgh belajar :')

-Ttibe teringat ttg satu event ni-

I've been cancelled from having any 'adik2'

(Not being cancelled, actually we have to choose. But since the other person seems so difficult to drop the position and at the same time 'akak' has been waiting for the answer for so long, then I took the decision to drop mine)

No one know how sad I felt during that morning. .

But I know I have to strongly believe that there is always a hidden hikmah for everything. insyaAllah.

Mentaliti Zaman Kini

2011-10-15T16:35:00.000-07:00

DISCLAIMER

this post is totally copied from here

http://anne-mishi.blogspot.com/2011/10/mentaliti-mental.html

bacalah. tak rugi, serious bemanfaat. kalau boleh hadam, sesama kita hadam ;D
(credit kepada tuan punya blog. sangat comel post ni ^_^)

orang putih kata mindset.

tak pun paradigm = how we look at things.

mungkin nampak simple.

tetapi haruslah diingat...

bagai dosa kecik yg dibuat, lama-lama jadi besar bukit jua.

ohooii..

benda-benda remeh yg kadangnya terlepas pandang,

efeknya mungkin besar,

mungkin merebak.

mungkin berjangkit.. bila parah... susah nak rawat.

kata prevention is better than cure.

eh?

mentaliti orang2 kita yg femes sekarang,
ingin sekali aku dan mereka yg bersama-sama denganku tune mindset biar jadi betul...

1. ibadah itu hanyalah sembahyang fardhu, puasa, zakat, dan tunaikan haji.

"Dan (ingatlah) Aku tidak menciptakan jin dan manusia melainkan untuk mereka menyembah dan beribadat kepadaKu." Az-Zariyat, 51:56.

ketahuilah kalian, ibadah itu adalah 24/7 hidup kita.

tidur itu ibadah.

kerja itu ibadah.

makan itu ibadah.

belajar itu ibadah.

menutup aurat itu ibadah.

main fesbuk itu ibadah. ehh?

kalau menggunakannya dengan cara yg betul.

ada rasa nampak view yg indah lagi luas?

yg penting berbalik kepada niat. niat betul, cara betul. semuanya baru jadi betul.

2. orang muda sekarang lebih suka berbincang tentang kapel/gf/bf/cinta berbanding masalah2 besar lain.

contoh senang dekat, boleh tengok home facebook masing2.

link pasal apa yg suka/femes dikongsikan?

tak. aku tak kata sharing tuh salah. bagus sebenarnya kalau dah benda tu memang bagus.

serius tak tipu.

cumanya, dari apa yg aku nampaklah kan...

people want to accept something rather than giving.

contohlah kan. si perempuan akan post pasal ciri-ciri lelaki yg osem untuk dibuat suami.

wallaaaah weh.. siapa yg tak mahu kalau dapat ciri2 yg dalam list?

tapi..tapi.. kenapa tidak diri sendiri yg berusaha menjadi perempuan solehah idaman jejaka semua?

tahukah anda, perempuan solehah di donia itu lebih dicemburui oleh bidadari sorga? *wink.wink.

barulah yg baik dapat yg baik...

sama jaaa... sebuaya-buaya lelaki pon mesti nak cari perempuan baik jadi isteri.

heh. sungguh tidak gentleman lagi layak dibuat suami, *unless kalau dah bertaubat, dan berubah jadi osem. hohoi

sesungguhnya, manusia itu fitrahnya sukakan kebaikan, benda baik,

apabila fitrah itu dilawan jadilah banyak benda buruk.

kan?

"Lu orang yang masih dalam dilema cinta manusia, kapel-clatch-kapel-clatch, awek curang, balak pasang lain, cinta tak kesampaian dan segala masalah dunia. Lu orang kena tahu, lu orang dah ketinggalan jauh. Orang sekarang ni dalam masalah agama, masalah akidah. Masalah macam mana mau cari jalan masuk syurga." - credit resource

masalah sekarang masalah akidah... muslim hanya pada nama, tidak pada amalan dan perbuatan.

sebab apa punca semua ni?

dan kita masih ada masa goyang kaki lepak tak peduli? -_-"

dan tak bermaksud aku di sini menolak langsung isu cinta.

tak. cumanya orang selalu salah guna, salah erti, salah cara... dan aku menolak apa-apa yg salah.

menerima apa yg betul.

oh, kejar cinta Ilahi itu tetap lebih utama sekalipun telah berumah dan bertangga.

*tapi yg ini lah orang selalu abai...kan.

3.dakwah itu hanyalah yg berstatus ustaz/tabligh/ustazah.

yalah, mereka tuh kan orang berilmu. hanya orang berilmu yg layak memberi.

habis tuh, nak tunggu cukup ilmu, tahun bilanya nak start memberi?

nabi pesan, "sampaikanlah dariku walaupun satu ayat,"

kalaulah seorang sampaikan kepada seorang, kemudian menjadi dua orang,

tiga, empat, puluh, ratus. bla3.. :D

kan senang?

*tapi tak ramai yg sedar hal ini. sila menangis sekarang. T.T

4. orang muda tak layak bagi pandangan/nasihat kepada orang tua.

fuuh... kononnya orang yg lebih muda tak cukup pengalaman,
jadi kau duduk diam-diam, dengar.
orang tua lebih dahulu makan garam. mesti lagi tahu.

betuuuul.

tapi... menolak mentah2 pendapat/idea orang lain tanpa difikirkan dahulu

mungkin boleh dikira agak sombong di situ.

sekalipun dia hanyalah seorang budak.

mana tahu apa yg dia suarakan itu betul.

sedangkan ketika surah Al-Nasr diturunkan (surah terakhir yg turun),

Saiyidina Umar meminta Abdullah bin Abbas menafsirkan surah Al-Nasr.

Abdullah bin Abbas, ketika itu masih lagi budak, kompem2lah jauh lagi muda dari para sahabat.

nak bandingkan dengan ilmu, apalah sangat budak ada kan?

tapi Allah turunkan hikmah pada seseorang itu tak dikira umurnya.

boleh jadi sesiapa sahaja.

semua para sahabat berasa gembira apabila surah ini turun. (boleh cek tafsir sebab apa)

tetapi hanya dengan satu tafsiran Abdullah bin Abbas, semua para sahabat menangis.

katanya, surah ini menandakan tugas rasulullah s.a.w. telah berakhir dan akan wafat ...

5.buku 'aku terima nikahnya' hanyalah untuk orang yg nak kahwin/dah kahwin.

heeeh...... mananya don jaj a buk bai its kaver?

kalau niat setakat melawak tuh, bolehlah terima.

ini siap buat muka terkejut, dan orang yg tak berkenaan tak layak baca lagi. *over*

oh, ini realiti namanya.

jika wujudnya manusia2 begini di sekeliling anda,

feel free untuk guna tips saya,

sambil tersenyum paling ikhlas, tanyakan kembali kepada beliau.

'sudahkah anda membacanya, sehingga anda berkata begitu?'

haha. orang yg sudah baca kompem tak akan kata macam tuh.

bagai orang yg tak tengok movie, tapi semangat lebih nak review movie tu. mana boleeeh cek. -___-"

tak fair wa tak aci.

tahukah anda, saya mendapat satu lagi mentaliti orang kita dalam buku itu?

iaitu;

6. kita tak boleh tanya banyak soalan, sebab memang macam tuh.

kaaan?

contoh : kecik2 dulu,

'kalau tanya kenapa tak boleh duduk atas bantal?'

nanti bisul.

'kenapa tak boleh tidur meniarap sambil angkat kaki?'

nanti mak mati.

bila makin banyak soalan,

'eh,janganlah banyak tanya, cepuk kang baru tahu.'

diam.

dan membesarlah dengan mindset, 'tak boleh banyak tanya, tak boleh.'

oh...kesian.

padahal, dalam islam, sangatlah digalakkan untuk berfikir,

kebenaran islam itu dibuktikan dengan memandang alam dan berfikir,

"Tidakkah kamu berakal untuk memikirkannya?" Al-Baqarah 2:76

selebihnya, belilah sendiri buku aku terima nikahnya ni dan baca.

aku baca pon sebab ada orang promote, dan housemate ada. bodoh namanya kan kalau tak baca?

yg aku suka, sebab cerita banyak pasal society, pasal ragam orang yg pelbagai, pasal thoughts, how to deal with problems, pasal family, pasal responsibilty. highly recommended for everybody.

*perlu tak highlight everybody tuh? ahaaa..

.

baru sikit.. rasanya kalau nak list semua, boleh buat ensyklopedia kot.. ngeh.

p/s : first step pon tak lepas lagi, macam mana nak dapat yg ke-7? -_-"

tangga maratib amal.

bagaimana? bergaya bukan? (:

wake up people! lets wake up together! change this kind of mentality.

kita generasi yg mampu mengubah insyaAllah.

nak panjat tangga sampai tingkat ketujuh ni. ayuh!

(erk buku aku terima nikahnya belum beli lagi ni. Hehe okaay I'll read it sooooooon )

Nak Pengsan Sekejap boleeehh

2011-10-12T04:35:00.000-07:00

Fine.

Tak dinafikan semester kali ini jadualnya sangatlah lengang.

Boleh la nak kata yg waktu kelas tu agak sedikit.

Sebab credit hour pun tak menggila macam lepas yg da nak hampir 30 tuu.

TAPI

Keadaannya pulak berbeza kali ini.

Kelas takde tapi kitorang yang menggila kena adakan meeting utk event2 yg perlu dilakukan.

Dan total event yg perlu kami buat, da campur tolak bahagi utk setiap subject plus event persatuan,

kesemuanya adalah 10 EVENT! aaaghhh

6 event da rancang dari persatuan, CSG.

2 event dari subject Leadership and Entrepreneurship.

1 event dari Malaysian Studies.

1 event (project cam drama) dari Basic Japanese.

Okaaayyy belum campur lagi 5 application essays and 3 Letter of Recommendation yg wajib utk dibuat!

Okay, bagi pengsan lama sikit boleeehh???

Weekends ni kena balek JB. . Susah camne pun hati ngn event ni, tak kan boleh lawan keadaan hati yg tak tenang disebabkan masalah diri dgn orang yg disayangi :(

Hajimemashite :DD

2011-10-10T10:10:00.000-07:00

haaaikkk!

Maka hari ini bermulalah kelas Jepun yg 'ditunggu-tunggu' ituu.

Huhu memang kami diwajibkan untuk belajar satu foreign language utk ditransfer kan ke US insyaAllah harapnya diterima. Dan Uniten sebulat suara memilih untuk mengajar kami Bahasa Jepun! Fuhh.

Dan inilah dia tatabahasa yg kami belajar hari ini!

Coomeeeel. Rasa mcm jadi budak tadika balek kat class td.
Belajar a i u e o macam tulisan kt atas ni.

Oklaa nanti update lagi. Sangat penat hari ini. .

Singgah jap je kat blog.

Lepas ni da ada tambah lg satu blog utk diuruskaan. .
Allahuakbar semoga aku mampu dan dapat jalankan tugas dengan sehabis baik selepas ini aminn.

oyasuminasai! (selamat tidur :D)

btw tajuk kat atas tu pulak maksudnya salam perkenalan (:

habislah lepas ni satu sem asyik berjepun. kena hafaal. . exam. . hey utk ilmu jugak dila! @_@

#2 Books Corner

2011-10-10T04:11:00.001-07:00

Millie Esposito of Croton-on-Hudson, New York, made it her business to listen carefully when one of her children wanted to speak with her. One evening she was sitting in the kitchen with her son, Robert, and after a brief discussion of something that was on his mind, Robert said: "Mom, I know that you love me very much."

Mrs. Esposito was touched and said: "Of course I love you very much. Did you doubt it?"

Robert responded: "No, but I really know that you love me because whenever I want to talk to you about something you stop whatever you are doing and listen to me."

*p/s: so sweeeet right :')

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#1 Learning Corner

2011-10-09T09:14:00.000-07:00

JUNK FOOD!

Junk food is a term applied to a certain food that are perceived to have little or no nutritional value. It contains ingredients that are considered unhealthy to be eaten regularly. Most of us take the common junk food like salted snack food, candy, sweet, carbonated beverages, fried fast food and etc as the daily meal without realizing it. How are we going to avoid this? What are the steps need to be taken? Somehow we are just consumed them without thinking much for the future health. Eat a lot of junk food can cause of obesity, high blood pressure, diabetes, high blood fat and perhaps a cancer. Wow! So, for the next time, try to reduce the intake of this type of food in order to stay health. Don't forget to take a lot of fiber in your daily diet as well! Fiber will never disappoint you. I guarantee! :D

(Erk vegetables)

Taken from wikipedia (:

Nah another corner is built! A corner based on a topic given by any person that I ask to do so. I find it interesting! Hope can do this daily (:

Weekend yg Hambar

2011-10-08T17:00:00.000-07:00

1. The other two Rangers, I miss youuu both =_= You know what, my parents just text me like, 'we already at LCC. Flight kul 7.30 pagi. . And I was likee eegghh they are going to Langkawi. . Kalau tak, dah follow you gals. . Emmm. .

2. But then alhamdulillah, setiap yg berlaku ada hikmah. Yup, because my phone non-stop ringing this weekend. I have to settle about the 'jemputan' thingy.

3. But I'm quite struggling as well. Kena sakit perot guling2 weekend ni. . So tido awal, bangun pun tak bape nk awal. .

4. Something bad happened. I didn't mean anything to not telling you dear :'(

5. Tunggu korang balikk. . Cepatlah. . Kita pun tiba2 ada dpt assignment mengejut ni.

Buku Serigala Jahat dan Besar :D

2011-10-08T07:30:00.000-07:00

Yeaaaayyy. Truly baby, it was really awesome!

I had never seen books which the price are about RM50+ are being sold in a range of RM8-12. This is crazily insane!

I lost the chance to go to this book sale last year. Quite sad. I just asked for a friend to buy some books for me. But unluckily I didn't get what I wanted. That was because of miscommunication happened. I asked him to buy any story books for me that can improve my English. But then, he came to see me at class tomorrow with books like, vocabulary and grammar mistakes. I was like, eeerrkkk. ( I thought he was absolutely didn't hear the 'story books' part :D ) Hehe~ Never mind, at least I still got books from there what ;D
And btw, thanks a lot to you for the books, friend (:

So, for this year, I am really don't wanna miss it again!
And I finally made it. Yeaahh! ((:
I grabbed the opportunity when my brother asked me to go for a lunch.

So lets go to the book sale first, bro.

Then he just followed me.

Guess what, he was as well fascinated with all the books there. He could find his programming and software books for just about RM10 in which the real price is about RM100+. Fiiuuuuhhh. Awesomenesss.

We went there at 10am. So there were not so many crowd at that time. I must say the system there was so efficient. They provide buses for people from parking lot to the place of the book sale. So that people won't feel tired walking while traffic jam can be avoided (: Brilliant idea.

I bought about 10 books there. Teheeee~

Wanna buy more actually but I've put limit to myself, don't go over RM100. Hmm okaayy.

But still I'm kind of shopaholic bebeh. Can't deny that :D

Feeling like wanna go again with my dear Rangers when they come back.

Pleasee. . I wanna more I wanna more. .

Huhu that's my dream, to have at least a bookshelf full of my favorite books in my future house then. .

This big bad serigala only held once a year.

So guuuuuuyyys, go grab the books at a very lower price!
You still have a week for this sale.
For mor info, visit this site http://www.bigbadwolfbooks.com/
Enjoyyy (:

I was a bit frustrated actually because there is no malay book and islamic book that I am looking for t0o. .

It's okay, nama pun big bad wolf ;D

Bosan 2

2011-10-04T21:13:00.000-07:00

1. Seriously, waktu subuh adalah mukadimah yang paling comeeel dalam setiap hari2 kita. Bila ada masa tu subuh terjadi gajah, or terlajak jadi badak or tak sama mcm yg diharapkan, sumpah selalunya hari tu akan jadi hari yg bermasalah tahap cipan or depressed tahap masam punyaa. Penah tejadi dalam beberapa hari terdekat ni. Memang seriously hati langsung tak tenaang dan masalah terus datang bertimbun2 macam kena hempap dgn beras sepuluh kg :( Rasa yg Allah tgh tegur T_T

2. Berbulatan gembira sememangnya sangat indah. Namun di sini, tak semua orang paham untuk berbulatan gembira. Maka tidak seharusnya mengharapkan mana2 pihak melakukan kerja comelnya dengan smoothly. Tidak semua orang senang utk didekati, lagi2 yg namanya diambil macam tu jeee. Seriously, attitude dan pengurusan adalah dua benda utama yg sangat2 perlu di'take note' sebelum mengharapkan dapat lakukan sesuatu perkara dgn baik.

3. Polisi markah dalam kelas critical writing sem ini telah menyebabkan kami perlu menyediakan 5 jenis Application Essays dan juga 3 bijik Letter of Recommendation sebelum bulan 12. Dan ini sangat awesomee. Akhirnya kami tak dapat mengelak jugak. Dan universiti yg sudah dipilih bersama juga perlu ditukar rasanya. Rugi pulak bila da buat Essays n LOR tapi tak try send kat universiti2 yg memerlukan semua tuu. Fuuuuhhh. Tarik nafas dalam2. Kena rombak balik ni. .

4. Belajarlah untuk memahami keadaan orang lain. Tak semua orang boleh bergerak laju. Asalkan dia masih boleh berjalan, even merangkak or mengengsot, mereka masih boleh tetap bergerak. Lebih baik daripada mereka berhenti dan patah balik. Bersyukurlah sepatutnya. Kalau nak tolong, tolonglah dengan memberikan semangat yg kiuut, dan bukan dengan cara memaksa untuk mereka bangun dan berlari. Tak semua orang boleh lari dengan power. Kesian yg kalau ada kaki injured tu semua. Berilah mereka masa, berikan mereka semangat, dan cadangkan cara utk overcome, yg penting bukan dengan memaksa (:

Oklaa sampai sini jee duluuuuu. Nak siap2 g IKEA. Yeaaaayyy. Daaa Assalamualaikum~

Random ke? Yelah sangaat.

2011-09-30T05:06:00.001-07:00

Hey, I just remembered something. Don't know whether this is a coincidence or not. But I am sure that this is absolutely the life journey fated by Him. Sounds so big aite? Heee~ It is just a small matter actually. I just noticed that whenever I was at the last year of my primary school or secondary school, and now the last year in Uniten, I always agreed to just accept the position suggested for an organization. But this time in Uniten, it is just slightly different as I'm not holding any President or Vice President position anymore. Of course, that is so significant because the people here are much much much moreee superrb dupeerb fabulous people I've ever met. Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah, God has given me this opportunity to know variety kind of people living in this world. As before this, I was like a people who's being trapped from seeing the world. I'm saying like that because I came from an ordinary school which is well-known as a 'sekolah budak jahat' hoho (but now alhamdulillah getting improved) and it is situated at a rural area. So, the people I met were just the people who live within my surroundings. So, my scope and my point of view towards people were kinda small. But now, getting squeezed in PPOU (now has been changed to PPES) students, I realized that wow how small and how big is this world actually. No doubt that life experience also play an important role in this matter. Because the older the people, the more experience they get. (ok the sentence is seriously like a science hypothesis aawww) Anyhow, each of the people I've met in my life, has their own uniqueness to be remembered by me. No matter where are you come from, no matter what is your religion, no matter from which family background you are born from, you're all awesome people that I've ever known. (Especially the one that live at house number 43 tuu. Hye! I'm honored to know you. Yes you la, the first child in your family. Not the second one k (': ) Okay, advertisement just now. Hee~ Well, the important thing I wanna say is just, I hope that I can cope and give my full commitment so well with the position I held here. insyaAllah. I don't know why I easily accepted it. I hope that there are hidden 'hikmah' I will see one day. With that, help me guys. I need a guide as well. For this one year timeline.

Errkk, am I writing this long? Wooo. I just plan to make a random post actually, but what am I doing now. The first topic of the random post is quite long. Ok, I know, I have to split it. Till we meet again in the next post (:

p/s : do we have to look at each of the vehicle that passing by us whenever we are walking along a road? (to be specific, the people in the vehicles or any people we might see. Or to be deeply specific, to show your face to the people? ya Allah okay this is t0o much Dila. No, I'm just asking :( Because I'm curious to know. What is your intention people? I mean to the people who do that. . Seriously I wanna know. I got no idea at all. . Someone can clarify me?

Today is a cute tale :D Eh

2011-09-25T23:29:00.000-07:00

Today is Monday. And today is a cute day. @__@ Haha

Looking so weird ah? Yupp totally. You know sweetheart, I only have one class for today. 8-10 am.

And then I may go back doing anything I want.

Ohhh myyyyy. This condition is soooooo different with the routine I have before as a PPOU student.

Which is having a pack schedule from 8am to 6pm.

Studying all the time until don't have enough time to sleep.

(Ok that's a lie. Only happen when in an exam mode. Hehe)

Then working with assignments.

Having 6-7 subjects per sem.

Kalah budak sekolah kott :D

And now like, aaaaggghh syurga dunia sebentar.

Until we don't know what to do with the leisure time we have.

Haha sumpah funny.

But I believe that this is only for this semester as for the next sem, we will be starting to learn science subjects.

So, looks like I really have to use this opportunity wisely.

And now I already at my apartment. Sitting in front of a laptop.

Thinking of what are the things I should do for this so-called-free-schedule semester.

And yah for now, this is my conclusion.

- This is the exact time I should use to complete my application process. (Ayyuuhh semangat!)

- When looking far, I can see that, this is what a college student is all about. A life as a college student isn't just about studying. I mean the purpose is not for getting 4.00 cgpa only. I need as well to get involve in any association or community in order to get an experience of dealing with people and etc. This is because a college is a place of which students will do their practices as a preparation for the future or I can say for the next chapter of life. Life is more challenging when we grow older. We get more responsibilities to bear. We are not staying the same of what we are right now. Soon enough we'll leave our adolescence life. Then we gonna graduate from university. After that, we'll enter a work life and at the same time having a life partner or maybe earlier or later. So yaah, that's what we called as life. It's best if you can always upgrade to be a good muslim t0o.

To sum up, my point here is actually, collect all the soft skills slowly, Dila hehe (:

That's all for now I guess.

Wanna continue doing the common apps.

Goodbyee (:

May happiness always be upon us.

asdfghjklove?

2011-09-24T07:20:00.000-07:00

Duduk kat sudut, peluk lutut, muka benam bawah T_T

Gaya seorang Mama :D

2011-09-23T07:22:00.000-07:00

Ketika minta excuse sebentar utk menunaikan solat Isyak semasa event hari raya semalam, saya dikejutkan dengan kedatangan seorang baby dan juga mama nyaa di toilet surau. Ohhhh ya Allah. Nak tawu tak, si mama ni adalah senior idola saya kott :D Serious orangnya sangat lawa, sangat lembuut, sangat santuun, dan ada anak yg sangaaaaat comeeel. Dia kira lecturer jugakla kat Uniten, sambilan rasanya sebab sedang amik master. Dan dia pernah dijemput utk jadi naqibah group saya ;D Time ni lah sebenarnya start jatuh hati kat dia. Penyampaian dia sangat menarik. Comeeeel je.

Masa dia datang ke toilet ni, anaknya nangis2. Saya berbual la dengan dia kenapa. Rupanya baby tu sakit. Cirit birit muntaah. Kesiannya. Masa masuk tuu memang sangat kuatlah bau taik si comeel tu. Dia cakap ni da kali kedua nak tukar lampin. Kesiannya. Tengok mamanya bekejar2 utk seorang anak. Ketika itu saya dah lengkap bertelekung utk solat. Memang perlu rush sebab nak jaga balik event tersebut. Rasa hati mcm nak tunggu nak tengok mama nya tukar kn lampin baby tuu. Mama idola tuu haha. Tapi tuu laa, tak berkesempatan. Selesai solat, baby tu da comel balik pakai baju. Ololo. Siap da boleh ketawa senyuuum2 kat saya. Mama nya cakap, dia mmg camni, sentiasa ceriaa hehe. Serious lah anaknya tuu tak mcm anak orang lain. Sangat terlatih, blh duduk diam pada masanya dan sangat pintar! Tabik sangat cara dia ajar dan didik baby comeel nama Fatih tu (btw, umur dia dlm 2thn kott ahaa saje cakap baby)

Pastu bila da selesai semua, saya mmg gedik jap g pegang Fatih cioom2 dia. Haha geraaaam tengook comeel sangat. Pastu mama dia cakap, bubye kat untie, sayang. Fatih pun angkat tangan lambai2 aaghhhh gila someeey. Pastu mama dia cakap lagi. bagi flying kiss kat untie sikit. Fuhh dengan beriye dia bg flying kisss. Awwww so sweeeet lah that baby. Apa mama dia suruh semua boleh ikut dgn comeel. Kdg2 mama dia cakap bi ngn dia, kdg2 masuk arab gak. Sweet kan?

Ok daah tu je nak cerita. Teruja sangat punya pasal ni hehe. Dapat berbual dengan mama nya ttg baby tuuu.
Seorang mama zaman kini yg sgt awesomeee :')

p/s : Hari ni da kira seminggu jugakla masuk Uniten sebagai degree student. Allahuakbar besar da rupanya saya ni. Tak sabar rasanya nak masuk kelas Japanese (yeke? :D) Sem baru ni agak lengang sikit. Sebab just amek subject general. Senang utk ditransfer ke US katanya. insyaAllah. Sebab subject2 kor ada risk sikit. Ramai senior kena retake bila da kat sana. So to be safe, transfer subject general dan sedikit subject kor. Semoga segalanya berjalan lancar insyaAllah aminnnn.

Kids nowadays!

2011-09-17T00:22:00.001-07:00

Ketika online dgn mnggunakan laptop,

"Akak, na maen jugak! Nak nengok youtube"

"Adik nak tengok apa je?"

"Ala, akak taip je pape. Nanti ade mecm cite boleh nengok."

"Adik belajar ngan sape?"

"Abg ngan akk adik buat. Adik nengok je."

Ketika memegang Tablet PC,

"Akak, nak maen angry birds kat sini."

"Na maen? Jap eh akak bukak."

"Takpe, kita geti."

(Budak itu pun tekan2 screen, slide2 kan page. Maen angry birds. Ketawa gelak2 comeel. Yg si akak da, ok agak ternganga.)

Ketika memegang Hp Touchscreen,

(Lebih prefer Apple sebab Android dak2 kecik ni agak susah na paham gak)

"Akak, na pegang jugak. Na nengok2. Ada game tak kak?"

"Jap2 akak bukak kan dulu ehh."

"Takpe, kita da biasa maen ibu punya."

"Woo okaay."

Sangat jeles kan dengan budak2 zaman sekarang.

Umur 3-7 tahun da boleh sentuh Apple. Fuuuhhhhhhh.

Kita dulu mana lah nak dapat camni. Internet punn tak kenal lagi kott. Hee~

Jadi, sebagai seorang yg paling significant, ibubapa, dah kena start ubah da cara penjagaan kids zaman IT ni. Tak boleh da nak guide anak2 ikut zaman deduluu. Sekarang da kena install pelajaran ABC kat komputer. Haha. Install sekali iQuran. Suruh kids2 dgr waktu malam sebelum tido. Or lagi bagus kalau ibubapa sendiri bacakan. comeelnya :')

Lepastu kena pasang password. Kena block web2 yg xsepatutnya dibukak. Jadinya kalau nak bukak kejadah2 IT ni, kids2 ni kena refer kat parents dia duluu supaya sentiasa berada dalam kawalan. Dunia internet kan macam2 boleh dapat. Bahaya2 (:

Kalau boleh sebenarnya takyah letak tv pun takpe da. Haha (kecewa sebenarnya dgn siaran tv zaman sekarang) Kebanyakan cerita da ngarut2. Kena pandai cedok sendiri nak nilai mana baik mana buruk. Macam ni ke nak bg kids tengok? Kesian doraang. . Banyak budak2 sekarang terpengaruh dgn tv #_#

Mereka semua kan ibarat kain putih suci comeeel lagi.

Semoga akan datang kita dapat menjadi ibubapa yg awesomee ye (:

amanah daripada Allah tuu. . insyaAllah. Everything we do because of Him.

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Only one week left?

2011-09-09T06:54:00.001-07:00

Yelaa of coursee. Ya Allah so fast time flies. Only one week from now I will go back to Uniten. Bila dah masa singkat macam ni baru terasa nak buat mcm2 benda. Haa ameeekk! Selama ni buat apa je? Aggh gotta change this. Have to. Must be Dila! Don't repeat this again. Buat ni azam bila da jadi lady nanti. (awww i mean when i reach 20 :D )

Actually I have lots of things to write here. Could I just put them all in this post? Oh I'll try to make them short. Don't worry. Hehe.

1. Weeks ago my relatives had been asking me about this thing 'Biar papa asal bergaya'. Silap besar la kalau tanya cik Dila xD Oh chill laa, xde pape pun. Btw, everyone has his or her own opinion. As for me, I will not directly telling my stand here. Because I think you could judge it by yourself then by looking at the pros and cons listed.
PROS : Nampak bergaya la. Up to date gitu. Jadi fofular. Uihh beli kat mana ni. Cantikklaa. (normally perempuan la ni.)
CONS : Erk, duit kena korek2. Hutang dgn orang. Benda lain yg lbih utama utk dibeli diltk tepi.

So i just pen off the topic here by questions. Rasanya okay ke bila berhutang disebabkan nak penuhi kehendak je? Taknak tunggu ke bila ada duit betul2? Best ke biala papa asal bergaya ni? Hmmm. Tapi bukan ke tgh ada duit tu la kita kena beringat? Simpan utk buat belanja nasi minyakk ke. ( oh ni yg utk da niat na kahwin la kan kehkeh ) Buatnya tiba2 masuk hospital ke? Kereta accident teruk ke? Ha naa korek mana? Hutang jugak? Kan tambah lagi stress diri. Puncanya sebab nak begaya je? Haa kazeen, jawab2.
Tak salah pun nak bergaya ( jp2 tp bergantung pada niat sebb ada org jenis mmg suka benda2 baru ni ) tapi janganlah sampai memudaratkan diri. Sebenarnya kadang2 kita tak sedar kita yg cari masalah utk diri kita sendiri. Tapi kalau ada duit lebih, why not kan, xde sape halang. Asalkan keperluan semua ok dah. Lagipun Islam pun suruh kita bersederhana (:

2. Petang tadi, baru lepas baca post terkini Angel Pakai Gucci. Serius sangat rasa sayuuu. . Trylah baca. With really a good tarbiyah he received, I never expect he's actually having that kind of family surrounding. Moga Allah permudahkan segalanya insyaAllah. Well, days before, I just found who is the person behind this Angel Pakai Gucci. To be frank, baru je baca blog dia senanye. Hehe. Setiap kali baca post dia, sentiasa rasa macam dpt usrah online :D Bestt. Dan dia pun bukanlah calang2 orang. Ex-student LSE yg skrg bekerja dgn Khazanah yg sponsor dia dulu. Trylaah usha blog dia :D

3. Btw, from today onwards I have to start doing my application process. Have to Dila! So that you won't have so many things to do when the deadline is just around a corner. Cepat siap, hati senang kan? Plus you also have degree's subjects to be learned as well. Don't procrastinate ok dear (Sometimes I like to be a mama for myself kahkah payah2)

Erkk I guess this is quite long. . Upss. Okla gonna stop right here. Till we meet again. Btw, I'm not sure whether after this I still have times to update this blog again :( Just wish to do that. Buttt, pretty sure u must lah Dilaa. Practice that you already at the states yaah to update many things about u. Okay? Rightio (:

p/s : maaf post kali ni agak tidak berdisiplin. banyak sangat bahasa campuran. manglish :D

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Oh awesomeenyaaa Lempoyang!

2011-09-04T06:13:00.001-07:00

Siapa yg pernah dengar n minum air lempoyang ni? peeggh kalau pernah, korang memang awesomee laah! Korang mesti jenis yg agak power dgn petua org dulu2 kan? (eleh2, blushing letteew :DD )

Tadi baru tanya dengan incik Google. Dia cakap Lempoyang ni ada banyak khasiat. Antaranya:
1) Memberi kesegaran dalaman kepada ibu2 selepas bersalin.
2) Mengatasi masalah kurang selera makan dan jadi awet muda.
3) Mengubati sakit perut bagi kanak2 dan orang dewasa.
4) bunga lempoyang boleh buat shampoo utk kurangkan gatal2 akibat kelemumur.

so beberapa hari yang lepas, baru je diperkenalkan dengan benda alah yg glamor ni. 'nanti umi mintak mak ngah belikan lempoyang, minum tau'. ( sebab lempoyang ni susah sikit nak dapat kat pasar sekarang. kata mereka la)

Then hari yang ditunggu2 pun tiba. Ehhmm. Tak sangka pulak lempoyang tuu dipotong kecik2, pastu ditumbuuk, diperaah sampai keluar air. Fuuh memang scary. Baca kat internet patutnya direbus kott. Boleh letak madu lagi. Tapi yg akan diminum ni, memang pure punyaa peraah plus takde gula takde madu. IMAGINEEE.

Orang tua2 kata, sebelum minum, baca bismillah, selawat 3x, then teguk senafas je. Kalau nak tutup hidung, tutup lah. Ok part yg tutup hidung ni pelik sikit. Masa first time nak minum tu baru tahu, ohh sebab bau air lempoyang tuu ke. Pegghh2. Maka, dengan paksa relanya, minuum lah jugaak. Lepas je sekali teguk tuu, terus berlari2. nak air masak nak air masak! Haha. Agghh pekat gila rasa diaa. Taktau nak describe camne. Pastu kena tahan dari minum air. Disuruhnya makan nasi. Terus berlari amek nasi makan camtuu je. Fuuhh bepeluh2. Lepas tu lega daa. Alhamdulillah. Sekali orang atasan cakap, Okay esok minum lagi ye. Haaaa?? Kenapa? Bukan sekali je ke? Rupanya petua orang tua2 kena minum 3x berturut2. Oklaah finee =__=

Hari kedua minum, ok taktau nape ada rasa macam nak muntah lak. Terbau lebih kott.
Hari ketiga pulak, boleh melompat2. haha dilaaa2.
Tapi oklaa, dapat motivation. Kata umi, ni baru sikit je tau kak. Orang dalam pantang lepas bersalin lagi banyak kena minum air2 camni. Tu kalau orang yg betuul2 nak jaga badan n kekuatan balekla. Air daun inai, air daun hati2, air daun kunyit, pati ayam brand mentah2 tuu. Fuuuhh rasanya lagi macaaam harooom. Sampai takleh nak bangun dah minum tuu. GUULPPP. Dasyat kottt. Minum air lempoyang ni je punnn da rasa macam hapeee. Betuul laa, sesungguhnya perempuan ni sebenarnya memang sangat kuat kan? Mengharungi segala benda ni. Bersalin punn. Bertaruh dengan nyawa demi si kecil comeeel yg na tengok dunia (: Dengar orang yg dah berpengalaman cerita, banyaknya benda2 scary sebenarnya. Sebab tu la mungkin perempuan ni sangat dimuliakan n senang nak masuk syurga. Tapi senang jugak nak masuk neraka kalau tak berjaya menunaikan syarat yg ada utk ke syurga. .

Haaiihh? Ke mana dah ni? Nyiahaha.

Oklaah nak stop daah. Semoga dengan izin Allah, baiklah segala saket perut, angin yg ada n seleralah makan lepas ni, aminnn (:

#1 Books Corner

2011-08-28T14:24:00.000-07:00

taken from Dale Carnegie's book.

When a study was made a few years ago on rumaway wives, what do you think was discovered to be the main reason wives ran away? It was "lack of appreciation." And I'd bet that similar study made of runaway husbands would come out the same way. We often take our spouses so much for granted that we never let them know we appreciate them.

*Haha saje je. The example of a story is too long to be written here. Hence, i would just like to share the idea, 'The Power of Appreciation'. Truuee, sometimes we have to let someone knows that we appreciate them so much. Don't always take things for granted. People can't see it most of the times. So, let them know, whatever you feel, or else, they will runaway. Haha ok this is a joke. Cheers (:

first updated via tab. *gonna be my hobby soon*

I hate this feelingg.

2011-08-26T09:09:00.000-07:00

I aamm so weaakk. .

Why my Lord. . I've been going through all this almost 4years.

In which every year has a different kind of story.

That really can put pain in my heart.

As for this year, I don't know what's the matter.
But I can still feel the pain.

Someone pleaseee take me away from all these. .

so that I can build a new surrounding that I wish to have it so much. .

A new surrounding build based on the lessons I've been taking of.
A new surrounding that can take me away from being a sinner :(

My future husband?

ya Allah, am I running away? Only You know what is happening inside me my dear God.

Guide me ya Allah :(

Perhaps, this is one of the solutions He gives to me.

An offer to study overseas which I already accepted it.

One year from now insyaAllah.

I'll be soon leaving all these. . ?

And possibly this year gonna be my last Raya in Malaysia before I go. .

I hate this mixed feeeeeeling :'(

True, as a human, I have lots of wishes. .

(take a note, things above are not exactly what I wish.

just a picture to relate what I wanna say)

But I hope I won't be like a boy in that picture.

I won't do nothing. I have to do somethinggg from now onwards.

A simple step will do for the beginning.

As the saying goes "sikit2 lama2 jadi bukit"

Yeaah, better do something than nothing.

InsyaAllah.

Really have to keep this in mind.

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending

Besides effort that I will put on, give me the strength my Lord, to really say the wishes in front of the person that I want to, the strength to make the wishes really come true, the strength to face any challenges that may come on my way to achieve the dreams.

Indeed, it is You we worship and You we ask for help.

Ramadhan is going so fast.

Oh pleaaaseee don't :(

I hate this feeling as well.

Remeja bergelar Puan ;D

2011-08-22T20:49:00.000-07:00

( source )

Kenapa ehh sejak kebelakangan ni,

asal bukak facebook, asal bukak blogger, asal bukak tumblr, asal bukak mcm2,

adaaaaaa je nampak pasal orang kahwinn. .

Kenaapaaa. . . .

Kalau dah 20+ tuu memang adatlah.

Tapi sekarang ni, remaja belasan tahun yg comey bongey lg tuu.

Jealous eehh Dila? :DD
Ahaaa perhaps a bit. Senanye serious bangga dengan korang.

Contoh kisah Amirah ni.

Rasanya ramai da tahu kan? Blog yg dia tulis dah 10000+ yg like.
Mereka dah berkawan selama 6tahun sejak sekolah.

Habis matrik, tiba2 parents cadangkan kalau nak kahwin awal dibenarkan.

Allah. Urusan mereka smooth je.

Senyap2 plan semua, pergi kursus kahwin n interview segala bagai.

Akhirnya tarikh yg dinanti tiba (nikah pada anniversary ke6 perkenalan)

comeeeeel~

Majlis pernikahan hanya kecil-kecilan n untuk yg terdekat je.

Lepas tu bila status n profile picture facebook ditukar, semua kecoh terkejut.
Including me! (padahal tak kenal pun :D )

Such a good kick-start for others dear (:

Korang buat nikah khitbah yg sangat comeel.

Plan utk majlis besar bila dua2 da graduate nanti kan.

And akan officially duduk berdua je lepas tu.

Story korang yg sekarang ni pun sangat comeel.
Yg perempuan selalu pergi rumah mentua teman suami.

Dah belajar masak dgn mak mentua ttg makanan yg dia suka.

Malam2 duduk online berdua.

Yg paling latest mereka bangun qiam bersamaa.

Alhamdulillah. Semoga kekal hingga syurga~ :')

Lepas ni mereka akan pisah balik. Sorang UKM sorang UNIMAS.

Tapi Mira cakap xpe, mereka pergi belajar utk berjihad jugak ;D

Oh sweeet~ Memang indah perkahwinan itu jika niat kerana Allah.

Dila? Bila lagi? Ahaa hanya Dia sahaja yang tahu :')

Btw, dah sepuluh Ramadan terakhir ni. Usaha jom bangunkan malam yg ada.

Bagi yang cuti tuu, janganlah sedih, masih boleh berdoa dan berzikir.

InsyaAllah semoga kita beroleh keampunan dariNya.

Again.

2011-08-21T10:27:00.000-07:00

Be strong girl.

You're not the only person having a family problem in this world.

Some might be worse than you.

So, be grateful of what you still have.

InsyaAllah T_T

I Just Can't Imagine When The Time Comes.

2011-08-21T04:45:00.000-07:00

"Goodbye and take care dear :("

"Have a safe journey. Jangan lupa aku. ."

"Selamat berjuang di sana. Jaga iman!"

"I'll be missing you so much :'("

"31hours and 7minutes more"

These are some of the sentences that always appear on my facebook's news feed recently as some of my friends will be flying off to the States. One after another in order to pursue their dreams besides to carry out the responsibilities as scholars. They left Malaysia with full of emotions that hard to be explained by words. Of course they felt the excitement but at the same time they can't really hide their sad feelings to leave all the people they love and they are close to for years. But this is the thing that they have to get through and yeaah now they already at the States safely. Updating the status like

"Alhamdulillah we're already in Philadelphia."

"Selamat berbuka orang Malaysia. Kami baru je lepas bersahur."

"It's pretty cold here. Jalan jauh mana pun tak peluh."

and many more. Some are flying as fresman while some as sophomore. It's a must for some to live in their universities' dorms whereas some others already can live outside the campus. Lots of pictures have been uploaded as they already made a simple tour around the place they are living. Much to say actually but they do know more of what they've been experiencing.

As for me, one year from now, I'll be following their steps. Facing the same experience of 2days journey to the States and 3 years living there. . I admit it, I just can't imagine the situation. Even looking at their status right now, I already felt that really 'touching' feeling. My family always treats me like a kid (I think the term kid here only me can understand. yup) Being pampered like this, I don't know how strong I can be when my time comes. Hope that I could learn many things in this one year timeline for the physical and mental preparation. As well as the preparation of the soul. You'll be reaching the age of 20 Dila. You're then a lady, not a girl anymore.

I just being sad to leave you here, M0t. Don't go bad. I need you.
For any decision, I'll seek the strength from Allah.

masak itu seni

2011-08-16T10:44:00.001-07:00

what are they do ya think? hehe~
this is what'll happen when kids are trying to play in the kitchen haha

HASH BROWN! yeaahh trust me.

I made it into many form of shapes.

There was a letter 'I' actually but I couldn't manage to take a picture of it.

Then, together with the love and U shapes as u can see above,

I arranged them to make a lovey dovey statement on a plate.

which is I LOVE YOU.

wuuuuuuuu :D

After that, I enthusiastically presented it to my father.

( oh how I wish my father is my beloved hubby :D )
ayaaah ayah tengok ni tengok ni!

comeeeel tak dila buat?

then ayah was like. Erkk.

Apa akak buat ni.
Haa yee comeel2.
(haisyh mmg patut bagi kat hubby la rasanya. at least I could hear a reply like I LOVE YOU TOO from him daripada ayah ni. boleh buat muka comel2 sikit je haaha hee~ )

yelaa my fault I guess, sent it to him while he was playing a game.

memang patutla dapat reaksi camtu ye tak? :D

okla just that I wanna share.
to enlighten the quote stated by someone

-masak itu seni-

Yess. It is really true.
Anything you wanna do, wanna cut, it has its own way.
And you may do your own way t0o!

As long as the thing is something that you can eat, and people like it!
best! :D

hope that cooking will become my dear hobby while kitchen will become my second hubby.

oh2 tiba2 rasa ayat ni comeel. kasi bold la :D

to be a fabulous wife and an awesome housewife besides a busy working woman and a loving mother is totally really hard things to do.

but it is not impossible.

Dr. Harlina yg org kagumi tu salah satu contohnya.
lagilaah diaa, seorang doktor.

tapi sangat berjaya lakukan semua perkara yg dikatakan di atas.

tambaah pulak laagi dgn jadi pendakwah yg hoyeeeaah!

hopefully I can manage myself well when the time comes.

aminnnnn ya Raabb.

projek sebelum bulan puasa.

baru dapat post. sebab tiba2 baru upload gambaar :D

Serius nak bagi Tabik Spring!

2011-08-15T04:12:00.000-07:00

dulu, masa first2 masuk UNITEN,

macam2 ragam, gelagat n karakter adaa.
ada yg memang kaki huha huha non stop.

ada yg pemaluu heheh konon.

ada yg boleh kata macam rockstar la.

then yg pakai tudung, simple. lontar je kat bahu.

selendang lilit2 bagai.

ada jugak yg free-hair.

yg pergi kelas pulak beg sarat dengan bukuu.

tapi sekarang,

banyak yg da berubah.

yg huha huha semakin bijak menyelitkan peringatan dalam huha huha nyaa.

yg pemalu da semakin tahu utk malu pada tempat yg sepatutnya.

yg rockstar ttp rock gak tp pengisian hati semakin mantap.

yg pakai tudung pun da semakin aware. malas nak lontar da. biar bawah je.

selendang pun da tukar pashmina yg labuh.

yg free-hair pun da jadi comeeel sangat bertudung.

dulu beg sarat dgn buku, sekarang, ada tambah dgn tafsir lagi :')

ingat lagi ada satu situasi ni.

non-muslim bertanya, 'kenapa ko pakai stokin tapi kenapa dia tak?'

fuh soalan mencabar. tanya depan kitorang berdua.

aku pun hanya mampu jawab "haisyh lecturer tengah ajar tu. nanti-nantilah dulu".

aku tangguhkan utk jawab sebab nak jaga hati kawan tu jugak plus aku tahu dia paham (:

dan nak tahu taaakkkk, sekarang ni dia da permanent pakai stokin!

alhamdulillah. malah sangat rasa yg kekuatan dia lagi hebat daripada aku.

dalam masa yg sekejap je dia berjayaa untuk permanently change.

tambahan dengan hand socks lagi. tengok, hebatkan diorang ni?
sedangkan aku dulu pun amik masa yg agak lamaa utk istiqamah macam tu.

I salute you dear. And others gak. Seriously!

Korang semua memang mantaap. Awesomeee.

Kuasa Allah.
Memberikan hidayahNya kepada orang yg dikehendaki dan mencari.
Syukurnyaaa Alhamdulillah.
Serious kadang2 aku segan dengan korang.
Begitu cepat dan mudahnya korang berubah.
Sedangkan aku sendiri dulu merangkak2 bertatih2.

Tu yg nak bagi tabik spring nih! :D

tuu laah tiba2 teringat kisah kawan2 di UNITEN bila tengok video Wardina yg sangat lawa ni.

Tengoklaah. Serious rasa tersentuh~

Semoga kita istiqamah semua insyaAllah. Amalkanlah doa ni.

RABBANA LA TUZIGH QULUBANA BA'DA IDH HADAYTANA WA HAB LANA MILLADUNKA RAHMAH INNAKA ANTAL WAHHAB.
[Who say], "Our Lord, let not our hearts deviate after You have guided us and grant us from Yourself mercy. Indeed, You are the Bestower.

[3:8]

awak,
sebenarnya semua da ada pada awak.
awak cuma bebas je sekarang ni.
tak salah jadi 'org luar'. sebab saya pun macam tu.
lebih senang utk menyampaikan sesuatu sebab kita boleh blend dgn mereka.
betul tak?

senang cite mcm 'orang dlm' yg berperwatakan 'orang luar' lah.

I WANNA BE

2011-08-14T06:16:00.000-07:00

sindaDila
is the memorable name that represented my life before.
people do change.

the hotstuff thingy always make people wanna do more and more.

and tend to forget about the real world they live.

seriously.

and now, I am here.
Just to say that I wanna go back wearing that name.
but in a cooooooool way~

hoyeaaah insyaAllah (:

siapa kita nak hukum2 orang lain

2011-08-12T06:01:00.000-07:00

memang da niat nak post dua benda dalam sehari ni.

haha amekk. sekali da update, taknak stop hee~
so ni lah dia post kedua.

rasanya layak ke kita nak judge2 orang?

ataupun buat anggapan yg macam2 kat seseorang.

contohnya:

1. nampak org gigil nak bercakap kat depan. habis dikatakan itu pun takut ke.
-sape tahu satu hari nanti dia lagi petah bagi ucapan dari kita-

2. nampak orang hisap rokok. dia tu mesti tak baikk.

-sape tahu satu hari nanti dia berhenti n jadi lagi baik dari kita-

3. nampak orang kat shopping complex berhuha huha dengan mmbr. bazir masa je keje.

-sape tahu dia senanye tgh berusrah haaaa-

so, husnudzon lah sebaik2nya.

lagi satu. doa kan senjata mukmin.

kalau betul la kita nampak benda tu tak baik, doalah supaya dijauhkan.

ataupun kalau kita boleh cegah, cegahlah.

bukannya mengkritik apa yg dilakukan.

tak mustahil kita pulak bertukar tempat dengan dia satu hari nanti kalau kita terus amalkan 'judging people' ni. kan?

God himself does not propose to judge man until the end of his days.

Why should you and I?

-in Dale Carnegie's book-

jadi, tugas judging ni biarlah kita serahkan pada Allah.

tugas kita, kalau pasti tegurlah mana yg sepatutnya dgn berhikmah.
kalau tak mampu, doalah.

tapi kalau kita xpasti keadaan tu betul atau salah, husnudzon lebih baik (:

janganlah judging orang itu ini jahat ke baik. cukup tak comeeel~

sebenarnya da lama entry ni n entry 3T duduk dalam draft tak keluar2.

seminggu lebih da kot da xtgk blog.

akhirnya kosong da draft. lega :D

Amalkanlah 3T :D

2011-08-10T23:24:00.000-07:00

agaknya manusia kalau tengah

marah / tension / banyak masalah / seangkatannya

memang suka buat benda yg 'pelik2' eh?

pelik as :

1. sesuka hati nak lepaskan marah kat sesape je.

2. buat benda bukan2 yg boleh memudaratkan diri gak.

3. biarkan muka masam kalah susu basi utk seharian.

4. dan macam2 lagilah.

agak2 nya kita macam ni tak?

yes, kkdg tanpa disedari :(

kenapa kita tak amalkan 3T dulu sebelum nak buat benda2 'pelik' tuu?

3T : THINK TWICE, THRICE

or in bahasa we called it 'fikir dua tiga kali'

1. kesian kot orang yg xbersalah tu tiba2 kena hambuur macam2.

2. lepas tu buat mcm2 tanpa pikir panjang. bila da sedar baru rasa menyesal.

3. come on laa, we live in a community. bukan kita sorang je ada masalah sampai nak berlawan masam dengan susu basi tu.

pikirlah dulu sebelum buat apa2.

pikir utk jangka masa panjang.
consequences utk masa akan datang.

memang lah susah sebab tengah beremosi kan.

tapi apa la salahnya kita cuba

sebab orang yang paling kuat ialah orang yang berjaya mengawal dirinya ketika marah

tambahan lagi Allah pun ada sebut dalam al-Quran

. . . orang-orang yang menahan kemarahannya, dan orang-orang yang memaafkan kesalahan orang. Dan (ingatlah), Allah mengasihi orang-orang yang berbuat perkara-perkara yang baik;
[3:134]

so apa lagi
marilah amalkanlah 3T! (haha promot)
pikirlah dua tiga kali dulu sebelun cakap pape or buat pape.

sebab kita sendiri yg akan susah kelak.

orang pun takut nak dekat.
nak ke? tak nak kan? :D

lagipun bukan kita sorang je yg ada masalah rumit kat dunia ni.
orang lain pun ada gak tapi boleh leeekk je.

lagi sedih kanak2 yg kat afghanistan n somalia tuu.
kita ni berunttuuung sangaaat2 lagi senanye.

syukurlah.

yeaay saya nak cuba jadi orang yang paling kuat!

p/s : leekk kat sini bukanlah maksudnya bila ada masalah or rasa nak marah, kena wat leekk je. taklaa. kenalah cari cara utk settlekan. cara yg nak settlekan tuu yg kena makesure 3T. tak memudaratkan diri sendiri n org lain jugak. sekian :D

untuk peringatan diri ni jugak. seriously.

SO UNFAIR :(

2011-08-06T00:18:00.000-07:00

I'm privating my wall to all my friends.
but yours? only to me. .

so nicey.

In addition,

you haven't read this site yet since I opened it back.

oh poooooor you dila.

*taking a very long deep breath*

oh never mind, at least I'm hapyy to have a chance to visit your mum (:

Gotta say Hello to Pashmina!

2011-08-03T02:37:00.000-07:00

yeaaah pashmina best!
longer and wider than any other shawls. plus tak jarang!
so that boleh main lilit2 sesuka hati
and boleh cover what should be covered ;D

da lama senanye dok usha 'pash pash' ni.

bila boring suka main belit2 ahaa

pastu buatlah gabungan cara2 hana tajima, maria elena, aishah amin.
so sekarang dah dapat satu idea baru!

nantilah apply time raya.

ni semua pasal heliza helmi la.
inspire me with the way she is right now (:
rasa macam nak beli hijab keluaran dia satu hari nanti.

tudung bawal lak camne?
da xselalu pakai sebab the fact that colour2 lain agak jarang.
so kena pakai inner scarf yg tutup neck sekali.

but still macam2 mana pun, tudung bawal kaler hitam tetap jadi pujaan ^^

tu je kott nak cakap.

ohh yaahh lupaaa nak cakap jugaaakk hari tuu dahh tengok HP 7 part2!
yeahh sangat puas!
anak harry sangat lah comel ok! :DD

then another interesting story.

sebelum HP7 start, ada la kuar sikt2 trailer movies2 baruu.

then guess what, I was so mesmerized to see this!

RISE OF THE PLANET OF THE APES

sayyy whaaatt?

apes? walaaweyyy comeeeeeeeeeeel! hahaa

*even senanye mcm scary sikit tgk muka dia yg ni :D*

nak tengok nak tengok!

sape lagi yg boleh teman tengok ni =.=

Hari ni banyak dapat pengajaran. Dengar cerita hidup seseorang yg sangat tabah.
Innama'al 'usri yusra unty, insyaAllah (:

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

2011-08-01T03:05:00.000-07:00

orang kata,
kalau kita nak mendekati seseorang n nak bawak dia bersama2 dgn kita,
kita kena cuba masuk dalam dunia dia dulu.
tapi janganlah pulak kita yg terikut dia.
kita lah yg kena cuba selitkan cara kita dalam dunia dia.
(tapi apa salahnya kita pun amik pape yg positif dari dia btol dak?)
pastu boleh la tarik dia pelan2.
ataupun dia sebenarnya da tertarik sendiri
*angkat kening double-jerk*
kan?

oklah bukan tu tujuan utama.
just macam anologi utk niat berblogging lepas ni.
sebab rasa macam ada yg da lari
bila baca entry yg so-called-serious-ni.
*angkat bahu dan hembus nafas slow2*

btw, minggu lepas minggu yg agak busy kott :D
keluar dengan member2 haha tu pun busy ke?
ada la jugak urusan lain.

dalam seminggu tu, ni jelah gambar yg ada kat hp
kelakar kaan.
yg lain semua kat camera dorang =_=

even da lama tak jumpa alhamdulillah bond kitorang still macam dulu.
walaupun banyak cerita da tertinggal tercicir,
but yeah still, kitorang tetap kitorang.
walaupun masing2 da banyak berubah. .
negatif ada, positif ada,
(aku sentiasa berharap n berdoa semoga yg negatif2 tu semakin hari semakin jauh dari kita)
insyaAllah aminn.
sebab aku sayang korang sangat3!
taktaula setakat ni aku baru kuat utk tunjuk cth yg baik je duu. .
*kadang2 tu kuar jugaak kemehanjingan tuuu heee*
sebab aku pun masih perlu kan guide.
mana tawu satu hari nanti kita da boleh saling 'guide mengeguide'
mungkin kita akan lebih belajar daripada perpisahan yg lagi jauh kali ni.

Zurah: mungkin akan ke UMS, Sabah
Ain: UNIMAP, Perlis
Kina: MAS, KL
Aku: Hurrm okaay paling sedih US.
5UM FAMILY gak yg masing2 da bertebaran atas bumi Allah ni.

juga member2 sekolah rendah n sekolah menengah duluu.
korang semua tetap awesomee sampai bila2 ;D

~semoga kita berjaya mengejar cita2 di samping berjaya mendapatkan hidayahNya~

_____________________________________________

okaay itu cerita member2 sekolah.
sekarang nak masuk sikit je pasal member2 universiti.
ok sikit je eh.
erk. rasanya takpela, cerita kat next post kot
takut terpanjang
teheee (senyum lebar)

lastly nak tunjuk gambar ni.
a gift from a friend of mine.
nama dia, si kuning :D

okay that's all for now.
btw hari ni 1st Ramadhan.
Selamat Berpuasa utk semua!
Semoga kita berjaya 'berpuasa' daripada segala aspek ;D
Dan bagi yg ada pasang niat nak mulakan sesuatu perubahan,
ahlan wasahlan. jom2 (:

~Semoga Ramadhan kali ni dapat bertindak sebagai catalyst utk kita menjadi muslim yg lebih baik pada masa akan datang insyaAllah~

tadi umi cakap kat akak, kalau dia betul2 nak, insyaAllah satu hari nanti dia akan datang jugak. .

dah jangan sedih2 lg ye.
kecek2 da takde lagi kat popular. . tsk tsk T___T

31st of July 2011

2011-07-30T07:24:00.000-07:00

I used to think that. .

sometimes life is cruel,

because of the problems I need to face.
sometimes life is unfair,

because not everyone can feel the happiness.

sometimes life is nothing,
because I've lost the feeling of having a family.

but since I know you. .

Slowly. . All these perceptions were fade.
You brought me a different meaning of life.
Which is the purpose I've been created.
Yes, you didn't even notice that.
Because it was happening inside me.

From the first time we met.
At your house.
Until now.
From no intention at all.
Until the intention because of Allah.
And I hope it will last long forever.

And all these,

I must admit. It comes from our Lord.
He sent you to guide me.
He sent you to give life to me.
YES. IT WAS INDIRECTLY.

You gave me the love. .

you gave me the hope. .

You gave me the trust. .

You shine me with your light. .

You cheered me when I was sad. .

You brought me the happiness. .

You reminded me when I forgot. .
Indeed, even trillions of thank you can't replace all these. .
And I must say thanks to Him the most.

Our creator and The Giver of these Gifts.

But now. . .

Trust me. Believe me.

I am not that far as you are imagining.
I am not that far for you to catch. .

I am not thaattt far from you.
He just make us from a different story.

*Tears, please don't fall. You're about to finish your words Dila*

But maybe this one thing would help.

Could I consider the 5months timeline as the reminder from Him?
in order for us to get a blessing relationship for the upcoming long journey.
before the exact time comes?
Together we pray. insyaAllah.

And I am so sorry for all the mistakes I've done. .

This is a test, and we'll get through it.

Please, together we get mature. . I need you always. .

Human Often Forget

2011-07-27T23:56:00.000-07:00

Yes, it is true.

Human beings. Like me.
Often forget the responsibilities entrusted to us.

The purpose of we've been created.
As abid. As khalifah. As dai'e.

As abid:

And I did not create the jinn and mankind except to worship Me.

[51:56]

As khalifah:

To make ourselves good.

To help others (society) become good.

To explore and make the physical world good (clean and beautiful).

As da'ie:

amar ma'ruf nahi mungkar.

*ajak member g study pun amar ma'ruf da*

peluh nitik2. fuh banyaknya tugaas =__=

don't worry dila.
wake up! look around dear.

people are changing.

the shy one becomes brave now.

then thin grows fatter. *ehm hehe*

the baby becomes cuter @_@

the worst becomes best!

besides we're physically changing, why can't we make the inside changing as well?

it will be better day by day.

it's okay to start with something simple.

because Allah looks on our efforts rather than the results.

inspiring much?

Also life isn't just about enjoying.
Yes we may do everything that we want.
But MAKE SURE

that thing is not prohibited by our Lord.

I'm a human.
and you're a human too.

As humans, we are always forgetful.
Thus, we need to be reminded.
By then, search friends that can always do this to you.
and you can do this to them too (:

*ingatkan dila jugak. . tolong tolong*

May all of us live a blessing life

under the guidance of the Quran and the Sunnah insyaAllah.
[AnwarHadi]

p/s: I'm happy we're progressing to be better.

DALE CARNEGIE. I am really wanna have your books right now. .

sebulan daahh

2011-07-27T08:28:00.000-07:00

Rasa sangat tak best bila da lama tak tekan2 keyboard untuk website ni.
Rasa macam da tepu gak je kepala ni tak dapat nak express kan apa yg difikir.

Betul la. Sekali da start blog, memang akan gian bila da stop.
Tambahan lagi bila buat blogwalking kat tempat lain.
Lagila membuak-buak tahap giga rasa ni #_#

berazam dah lepas ni nak buat entry baruu yeaah!

p/s: I do care but you seldom take it.

2011-07-25T03:20:00.000-07:00

DEPRESSED

sindaDila on Tumblr!

2011-06-30T07:01:00.000-07:00

Seriously, it has been a long time since I dreamed to have a Tumblr.

And now, yeaaahh Finally I manage to have one :D
so for sure, I am a novice there.
Hope to get some tips from you all who has been using it for a long time (:
Feel free to follow me.
Here's my link

sindaDila's Tumblr (:

and of course I wanna yours too!
Mind to put your link as well at the comment part below.

I am more than happy to see it later.

Thanks in advance ((:
See you there!

Oh yaah forgot to say one thing.
Maybe I'm going to delete this blog sooon.
Yes 70% feel to do that.

Distance. .

2011-06-29T14:37:00.000-07:00

suka teman org sana online.
nak rasa happy gelak sedih nangis tu sama2.
it is just enough being like this for now. hopefully.

sebab tak rasa orang sana memerlukan orang sini.

better to keep my mouth shut.

Tak tenteram.

2011-06-29T07:06:00.000-07:00

Banyak benda yang buat aku kecewa sekarang ni.
Antaranya, FACEBOOK.
Buat aku lalai. Seriously. Aku kott yang tak pandai kawal. Yup, betul la tuu.

Dan aku rasa, aku tengah kecewa dengan diri aku sebenarnya.
Apa ntah yang aku buat sejak balik rumah ni. TERUUUK :(
Tak tahu macam mana nak hilangkan rasa ni semua.

Btw, tadi bukak tumblr someone, tak ingat da siapa.
Banyak sangat tadi.
Jumpa ni.

Tengok, comelnya Allah pujuk.

Tu pun aku masih lagi tak bersyukur n lupa kan Dia kadang2.

Astagfirullah.

Semoga semua to-do-list yg aku da buat akan terlaksana sepanjang 2bulan ni. Ameen.

Bosan 1

2011-06-27T07:12:00.000-07:00

Random post.

1. Mission accomplished. Successfully installed Adobe Photoshop on the laptop! Habislah lepas ni. Perangai dulu datang balik. Nak edit macam2 benda :D

2. Nak tahu tak, ada orang cakap kan, blog ni da makin serius, hailaahhh yeke? Alaa kejap je tuu. Oklah lepas ni wa letak banyak2 humour eh. Ngan gambar comey bongey segala bagai ;D

3. Tiba2 teringat apa yg cikgu kaunseling sekolah dulu cakap bila jumpa, "Fadhilah, asal muka awak da lain ni? Da tak seceria dulu da. Nampak stress je sekarang. Susah eh study." Hammbooi cikguu. Alaaa yekee =___= Kenapa jeeee. Huuurrmm. Agaknya la kott. Dulu time sekolah banyak gakla masa main2 kacau cikguu. Sekarang nak kacau lecturer? Fuuhh haha. Tapi ade je gak lecturer kena kacau :D

4. Seriously bila ingat apa yg cikgu cakap tuu, terus bukak balik album2 sebab nak compare muka time sekolah dengan sekarang. Pastu kan, huurrmm betul la cikgu cakap. Agaknya aku da makiin matang KOTTT :DD (bagilah aku perasan jap. orang asyik pikir aku budak je. sedih)

5. Oklaa enough merepek. Nak cerita sikit pasal MOLECULES OF EMOTIONS.
Dapat words ni coincident sebab lately ni perasaan aku bercampur-baur tahap melampau. Kadang2 gelak sakan non-stop, pastu tiba2 nangis, senyum sorang2, cakap soraang2.
Hebaat2, apa da jadi pun tataula.

of all, langit tak selalu cerah. sabarlah hadapi duggan hidup ye.
sesungguhnya Dia sentiasa bersama-sama orang yang sabar insyaAllah (:

Wajah Baru :D

2011-06-27T04:56:00.000-07:00

Yeaahh FINALLY!

Tercapai dah hajat nak buat operasi kat sini.

Sejak kat UNITEN lagi dah mengidam nak

MAKE UP and OPERATE blog nih!

sekarang, settle!

comel ke yang baru ni? @____@

23Jun2011

2011-06-22T22:12:00.000-07:00

Starting today,

I'M READY TO GET HURT.

CONTENGAN JALANAN II

2011-06-18T00:56:00.000-07:00

Betul lah kata seseorang tu,

benda perubahan camni bukan boleh dipaksa-paksa.

Sama lah macam yang HLOVATE cakap dalam part 2 novel ni.

"Hati tu Allah yang pegang, bukannya orang. Hidayah dan petunjuk tu memang hanya Allah yang bagi. Benda dan perkara yang sama tak semestinya memberikan kesan yang sama juga kepada penerima yang berbeza."

Indeed, [O Muhammad], you do not guide whom you like, but Allah guides whom He wills. And He is most knowing of the [rightly] guided.

[Al-Qasas : 56]

insyaAllah doaku akan sentiasa menemanimu . . .

aku tak pernah mengharapkan sesuatu yang besar pun.

sebab diri ni pun masih merangkak mencari jalan yang sepatutnya.

berseorangan fight dengan diri sendiri.

dan kadang2 memang aku lemah dan kalah.

tahu-tahulah kan dunia ni. makin lama makin menggila.

yang kadang2 memang aku pun terikut-ikut

akan keadaan sekeliling dan kawasan sekitar.

haisyh. kuatlah wahai hati.

semoga hidayah Allah turut sampai kepada orang2 yang aku sayang. .

CONTENGAN JALANAN

2011-06-13T07:22:00.000-07:00

"THE PEOPLE, NOWADAYS, ARE POUNCING FOR WORLDLY BENEFITS AS IF THE PURPOSE OF THEIR CREATION WERE TO COMPETE OVER THE WORLDLY MATERIALISTIC GAINS AND TO COLLECT THEM. THEY FORGOT A DAY WHEN THEY WILL RETURN TO ALLAH.

[orang zaman sekarang ni hanya fikir benda material, seolah-olah benda tu la sebab utama hidup kat muka bumi ni. berlumba-lumba nak mengaut selagi lalu. sampai lupa yang satu hari nanti masing-masing akan mati. masa tu selagi benda apa yang ada pun dah tak ada guna lagi."

paappp. kena sebijik kat batang hidung bila baca ni kan :(

"kita ada banyak lagi tanggungjawab yang tak selesai kat luar sana.

Tanggungjawab pada DIA tu mestilah ada.

Tanggungjawab nak betulkan orang kat luar tu agar sedar, pun ada juga.

Tanggungjawab nak habiskan studies pun perlu diselesaikan juga.

Ada seribu satu benda kat luar tu yang tanggungjawabnya atas nama kita, tapi tak ada satu pun yang harganya sia-sia kalau kita pajakkan apa yang kita buat tu atas nama Dia."

Seriously HLOVATE always inspire me in any of her/his novels.

TERBAIKKKK. Teringin nak tawu sangat siapa diaa. . .

Jom ushaa kata2 lain lak yang keluar daripada penulis hebat novel ni :

hidup di dunia ni seperti perjalanan yang terlalu panjang dan terlalu banyak perhentian sementara, hingga kadang-kadang terlupa sebenarnya diri ni nak ke mana.

peluang yang dalam hidup ni sama juga macam kereta api, perlu digapai waktu dia sekejap terhenti depan diri. terlewat sesaat, makan asap.

kena merancang masa depan kalau nak senang. tapi duit tu bukan dibuat kiblat, hanya dibuat alat.

kalau ada kemahuan dan usaha, 'halangan' tu adalah satu perkataan yang tak ada makna apa-apa.

hidup tak ada cita-cita tu namanya hidup sia-sia.

semua orang sebenarnya sama saja, tak ada beza. tapi kehendak diri sendiri yang sebenarnya mampu buat kita jadi luar biasa.

kalau kompas tersilap arah, perlu berpatah balik walaupun payah.

kalau orang kata nak buang tatu di kulit tu sakit, nak buang tatu dosa di hati tu lagi perit.

The man who decided to change on the twelfth hour dies on the eleventh.

Seriously people, I encourage you to read this novel. Bayangkan seorang lelaki yang memang kaki jamming n gila gigs boleh berubah sekelip mata sahaja dengan izinNya. Yang jenis memang solat tu aci buat tak buat je. so, tak mustahil kita semua pun boleh kan (:

dalam contengan jalanan aku belajar ajal dan maut tak kira kat mana2 je boleh.

dan alhamdulillah kalau kita sempat berubah sebelum ajal kita sampai.

kalau tak sempat macam mana? Nauzubillah ya Allah.

ya Rab, berikanlah kami pengakhiran yang baik.

Ok baru je lepas habis baca cerita pertama-FEND dah rasa terkesan sangat macam ni. Awesome lah HLOVATE!

Should I or Shouldn't I?

2011-06-08T11:52:00.000-07:00

YOU'VE GOT NO RESPONSE.

Is it one of the signals for me to stop right here?

Should I or shouldn't I?

Let the question be.

Bukan tujuan utama post ini dikeluarkan.

Malam ni just nak share something je dengan anda2 semua.

Love letter yg comel ni daripada Pencipta kita.

"Sesungguhnya dengan mengingati Allah, hati kita akan menjadi tenang"

[Surah Ar-Ra'd, 13 : 28]

Seriously, yup! (:

Nak ber'G6'? nak ber'Rocketeer'? ber'lazy song'? okay je.

Asal kita tak khayal, tak lalai, and paling penting

kita tak lupa untuk sentiasa ingat Dia dalam apa juga perkara yg kita sedang lakukan.

Sebab segala apa yg kita dapat, bukankah nikmat daripada Dia?

Betul, tak dinafikan sebagai manusia kita akan mudah terleka.

Mana taknya. Syaitan keliling duk apit, duk bisik, duk usha.

Betul tak?

Tapi takkan nak bagi dorang asyik menang je kan?

Takkan kita nak jadi kuda tunggangan syaitan (soalan exam tadi)

Okay people?

Yeaah baguss, baik2 semuanya ((:

Alhamdulillah.

Teruskan usaha kita ke arah perubahan ye.

Hmmmmmm

2011-06-03T18:59:00.000-07:00

Nanti bila dah habis degree,
balik Malaysia,
apply tutor kat mana2 U

sementara tunggu degree lg sorang abes.
then buat master sama2

sambil honeymoon
kat timur tengah. jom (:

by : petikan fantasia daripada seseorang :D

Kadang2 aku rasa macam dah jatuh hukum wajib utk aku kahwin.
Allahuakbar.
Kenapa ni.

=__=

Better You Prepare

2011-05-30T18:55:00.000-07:00

I'll come sooner.
I am really not in favor if you lost like this.
I can consider it as kind of rude.

Prepare yourself for me to come back.

6-8June will be my last papers for foundation.
Wait till that date.
In the mean time, wish you welcome back to your study place.
Getting a new spirit and adapting to a new environment yah.
InsyaAllah.

28May2011

2011-05-28T09:48:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum. Dengarkan ini cerita. Salmah(bukan nama sebenar) duduk di pelusuk kelas tp kurang menyedari kehadiran seorang insan di belakangnya. Satu hari dia berbual dengan insan ini..saya suka warna pink,sy pun..(dlm hati,eh?) dlm situasi lain..sy ada keta putih kt umah,sy pun(eh?)..myvi gak,eh?..dlm hati(sibuk je,sume nk sama:-p)..setelah beberapa ketika..rupa2nya ini lah insan yg dikurniakan Allah utk memahami insan yg bernama Salmah dan menjadi kawan sejati bagiku..insyaALLAH..moral of the story:thank you for being born at tis exact date 19 yrs ago. I love you so much dear..muah3 :-)

nukilan dari Inbox handphone sindaDila during her birthday.
insan yg bernama Salmah ni suruh saya simpan msg di atas supaya kalau berlaku perpisahan, boleh dijadikan kenangan.

deaaar, jangan, saya sangat touchinggg. . .
insyaALLAH semoga ukhuwah kita kekal selama-lamanya.

OK tahun ni birthday yg lain daripada yg lain.

1st reason : I've lost my twelve o'clock wishing-time. I did wait this year but sadly nothing happened during the time. But tears really accompanied me that night. in fact, the whole day. Nobody knew and nobody saw it because it was tears from inside. That's why I said in facebook, "You cannot judge someone's emotion by just looking at his or her way of communicating with others." Lotsa things happenned during the day of so-called-birthday-girl. I just wanna say one thing, I don't know why, I will keep doing this habit year by year until . . . wallahualam.

2nd reason : I feel like this is my first year that I really appreciate and concious about who I am and my responsibilities as a muslim in this world. Like I just know what is actually Islam. Subhanallah. I love you Ya Allah. Thank you for giving me this opportunity. Hope for Your everlasting hidayah Ya Raabb. . .

This is what I get for today! Yeaahh! Thanks my bro ;D
Dapat lampu Apple yg comeeeel ((:

p/s : Thanks for all your wishes friends. Especially for gals whom I close to. Love you gals so much. No barrier and no different between all of you. I love you gals equally. Thank you for always being there by my side whenever I am in need or not (:

Touching~~

PASHMINA

2011-05-22T05:33:00.000-07:00

I want this darn badly!

Craving for it long time ago. .
And it comes again now.

Been busy lately. Lotsa quizzes n classes before final.

Can't wait for all these to be settled.

. . . missing . . .

HILANGGG

2011-05-09T08:11:00.000-07:00

Kehilangan secara tiba2.

Tanpa diketahui sebab musababnya.

Kenapa ye?

Sesungguhnya kau perlukan kekuatan yg sangat kuat.

Janganlah pernah kau rasa hilangnya dia. .

Janganlah pernah kau rasa seperti sudah mati pabila dia tiada. .

Walau SAKIT mana pun perasaan tu,

Walau SUKAR mana pun kehidupan kau selepas tu,

Percayalah ia tak akan lama. .

KERANA kau masih mempunyai DIA!

Yang sepatutnya kau rindu, kau ngadu,

segala resah dan kesedihan mu.

Yang sentiasa setia berada di sisi,

menemani setiap perjalanan hidup mu.

Sesungguhnya DIA adalah sebaik-baik pelindung.

Percayalah dan berdoalah sentiasa

agar dirinya akan selalu dijaga oleh si DIA.

Kau akan merasai nikmatNya dengan hidup berlandaskan syariat.

DAN JUGA KERANA NIAT MURNI KAMU BERDUA SUATU HARI NANTI
INSYAALLAH.

kerana inikah kehilanganmu?

Yes aku kehilangan banyak benda sejak tiga menjak ni. . .

Kadang2 aku rasa lemah ya Allah.

Kuatkan aku ya Rab. .

We've known each other with full of promises,

We've built our bond with full of hope,

But now I know.. Our bond is far from His blessing..

So, I'm releasing this bond,

OUR BOND..

It's not just only for you,

But, it's for ALLAH,

OUR TRUE LOVE...

If you're destined for me,

then INSYAALLAH, he will make us together.

If not, BELIEVE IN HIM,

for he always knows what better for us.

YA NAFS, I'M HAVING WAR WITH YOU!

and I will win. insyaAllah.

I have to find Allah's love first, with consistency.

Hmmm. . Masih mencari ag.

2011-05-02T09:35:00.000-07:00

Stop lah perasan wahai Cik Nur Fadhilah.

Baiklah. Saya stop mulai dari hari ini. Sila istiqamah Dila.
InsyaAllah.

Kuatkan Hatiku ya Allah

2011-04-25T16:25:00.000-07:00

[click on the image for a large view]

What I was born for?

Whom do I live for?

Where do I go after this?

O Allah on whom all depend. Hear me.

I submit myself to you.

Forgive me as I am a sinner.

Forgive me for I am ungrateful and ignorant.

Forgive me as I seek comfort other than you.

Allah is The Most Excellent Protector. I believe in you ya Allah.

Take care of him. Guide us to the correct path.

Aminn. . .

This beautiful comic is from here.

Oh my DIOR! :D

2011-04-22T07:34:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum readers!

Enthusiastically, I just can't stand anymore to share with you guys about . .

YEAH! HELIZA HELMI!

A person that I admire a long time ago.

and I don't know why, recently I like to open her page on facebook

looking at her photos. wuuppss well sorry, doesn't mean that I like to stalk people okay. It just because her updates always appear on my news feed section. You guys ada facebook kan? You tahulaah ;D

Well, what am I going to say here is about HER NEW STYLE!

Nak tengok tak nak tengok tak?

tekan sini

If you are lazy to click it, never mind, I dah upload siaap2.

Tengoklaaahhh pastu nanti komen apa yg korang nampak lain kat dia eh :D

Can you detect something? It's obvious right?

Tak perlu bagitahu. Just admit that she's really cute in this style kan? :D

Serious sukaaaaa! Where can I get that kind of selendang eh dear Heliza?

I wanna this darn badly. . .

Bagai Ditembak dengan Senapang

2011-04-15T11:00:00.000-07:00

Fuuh gila sakitt.

"sdng cbe mencari hidup aq yg da hilang"

Ntah dari mana aku jumpa ayat ni, tapi memang "terbaik" aa.

the same way that I feel too. But even worse I guess.

Peluang kedua yg diminta dibiarkan begitu sahaja.

ثُمَّ أَرْضِنِي

Kemudian, jadikanlah aku orang yang redha dengan ketetapan tersebut.

15/4/11

Marilah Kita Bersama-sama Menjaga (:

2011-04-04T17:58:00.000-07:00

Jaga apa ye Dila?

Ha, korang baca la komik comeel ni dulu kalau nak tahu :D

Tu diaa, AURAT SUARA.

Sebagai seorang wanita, ye saya tahu macam2 perasaan n macam2 ragaam kitorang ni.

Ada yg cakap, 'abes tu kalau suara dia memang yg jenis lunak merdu comel tu camne?'

Betul, memang tak dinafikanlah kelembutan tu.

Tapi korang dah tahu kelebihan tu then korang sebenarnya buat dia lagi lembutkan?

Sampai kekadang dah sebati n akhirnya jadilah macam tu, lembut buat2 yg dah sebati.

Serious lelaki memang tak dapat differentiate kelembutan asli ataupun tak sebab dorang dah dikaburi. Even perempuan pun tak dapat kesan. But, as my friend's experience, dia cakap kawan korang yg duduk setiap hari ngan korang je yg dapat detect benda tuu. Yelah, dapat mengenal pasti character yg asal. Sebab orang yg menambah2 liuk-liuk kelembutan ni, dia tak boleh stay macam tuu je.

Korang bangga ke buat camtu? Sebab dapat tarik ramai perhatian lelaki eh?

Tak comel la korang ni. Kan best kalau kita simpan just untuk hubby (:

Hee bukan nak provok. Nak bg contoh jap kat sini.

I have a friend yg seriously suara dia memang lembut sedap gilaa.

Tapi memang respect dia sangat2.

Pandai jaga depan public. Intonasi biasa je dia guna.

Ayat pun takdela pakai ayat yg lentuk liuk tuu.

Tapi bila dengan girls je seriously comeeel dia semua memang keluar.

Memang manjaa (:

SO, dalam kalangan lelaki dia memang tak terkenal sebagai budak hot ke apa, tapi I can smell the sense of respects from guys to her. Takde pun yg berani nak kacau dia. Padahal budak ni LAWAAAAAAA gila.

SEE? macam mana dia jaga diri dia. Comel kan?

Jomlah korang kita sama2 berubah ye.

Saya juga masih dalam proses utk berubah.

InsyaAllah kita sama2 boleh (:

Jika ada salah silap saya di sini, mohon maaf dan harap ditegur ye.

Tentang Cinta. . .

2011-03-28T07:19:00.001-07:00

Antara petikan daripada buku karya PAHROL MOHD JUOI

Anda belum matang sekiranya :

1. Menghabiskan nilai kad telefon prabayar untuk berbual dengan 'kekasih' sedangkan wang membelinya daripada wang kiriman ibu bapa anda.

2. Rela menunggu berjam-jam dalam hujan pula, untuk melihat gadis yang anda 'cintai' melintas jalan sedangkan anda solat secara ekspres (kurang 2 minit untuk 4 rakaat) atau tidak solat langsung!

3. Memarahi bahkan sanggup menampar adik anda yang tersilap cakap sebaliknya mampu tersenyum sekalipun dimaki-hamun atau dihina oleh wanita yang anda minati.

4. Sanggup membaca novel cinta yang beratus-ratus muka surat dalam tempoh sehari, padahal tidak pernah membaca al-Quran walaupun satu muka surat setahun!

5. Asyik terkenang wajah kekasih yang baru seminit berpisah dengannya tetapi tidak terkenang pun wajah ibu yang telah berbulan-bulan tidak anda temui.

6. Susah hati jika tidak menerima surat, e-mail atau SMS daripada orang yang anda cintai sebaliknya anda tahu bahawa anda sendiri sudah lama tidak mengirim berita, menalifon atau memberi SMS kepada bapa anda di kampung.

7. Memakai pakaian yang sehabis cantik untuk dating dengan kasih sebaliknya hanya memakai singlet atau tidak berbaju langsung ketika solat.

8. Lebih banyak mengucapkan kalimah 'I Love You' daripada kalimah zikir seperti: Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah dan Allah hu Akbar!

Anda telah sedia untuk BERCOUPLE jika :

1. Anda telah bersedia untuk bercouple jika. . . Niat anda memang untuk berkahwin dengan 'sidia' demi menjaga agama dan akhlak agar sentiasa terpelihara. Sebaliknya anda belum bersedia untuk bercouple jika. . . Niat anda hanya untuk suka-suka atau ingin berseronok-seronok demi melayani kehendak nafsu dan perasaan semata-mata.

2. Anda telah bersedia untuk bercouple jika. . . Sudah punya kekuatan dan ketahanan diri untuk tidak terlibat dalam perkara yang diharamkan oleh agama seperti berdua-duaan di tempat yang sunyi, berpegangan tangan dan melakukan tindakan-tindakan yang membawa kepada 'muqadimmah' zina. Sebaliknya anda belum bersedia untuk bercouple jika. . . Masih sukar mengawal nafsu dan tidak punya keyakinan untuk menahan diri daripada melakukan perbuatan-perbuatan negatif seperti berpegangan tangan, menyentuh dan. . . dot-dot.

3. Anda telah bersedia untuk bercouple jika. . . Sudah 'lepas' ilmu fardhu Ain dan mempunyai tahap pencapaian akademik yang baik dalam pengajian anda. Atau sebaik-baiknya sudah mempunyai pekerjaan yang tetap. Sebaliknya anda belum bersedia untuk bercouple jika. . . Masih kandas ilmu fardhu Ain, mengaji Quran pun lintang-pukang dan punya masalah besar dalam pelajaran. Atau anda adalah penganggur yang masih tercari-cari pekerjaan.

4. Anda telah bersedia untuk bercouple jika. . . Sudah istiqamah menjaga solat lima waktu, berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan dan sedang berusaha sedaya upaya menjadi muslim dalam erti kata yang sebenar. Sebaliknya anda belum bersedia untuk bercouple jika. . . Mengucap dua kalimah syahadah pun belum fasih, solat jarang-jarang, puasa kadang-kadang. . . aduhai!

Muhasabah sebentar (:

Semoga kita sentiasa berada di dalam rahmat-Nya Aminn insyaAllah.

Feel free to read this beautiful story (:

2011-03-27T07:39:00.000-07:00

Aisyah benar-benar keliru dengan sikap kekasihnya. Siang, malam, mesejnya satu pun tidak berbalas. E-mailnya terus lengang seiring dengan waktu yg terus berlalu. Dia sangat tertekan waktu itu. Aisyah memerlukan seseorang untuk menjadi tempat luahan bicaranya, tempat mengadu segala keperitan, tempat berkongsi suka dan duka.

Masih segar lagi diingatannya sewaktu dia dan Tariq bersama,kemana sahaja tentu mereka akan berdua. Setiap kali hujung minggu, sudah tentu panggung wayang akan menjadi destinasi utama mereka. Duduk berdua-duaan menjadi perkara yg amat dinantikan olehnya. Namun kini, semua itu hanya tinggal kenangan. Tariq bukan kekasih yg dikenalinya dulu, dia kini tidak lagi bersamanya untuk berkongsi suka dan duka. Janji-janji manis Tariq untuk bersama-sama membina istana berlandaskan syariat seakan-akan terkubur kini. “Kau jantan penipu! Kau pendusta! Aku benci kau!” hari demi hari, hati Aisyah makin kuat menjerit melepaskan kebencian, namun yg berkunjung hanyalah kerinduan terhadap seorang mahluk yg bernama lelaki itu.

Sehinggalah pada suatu hari, Aisyah bertemu dengan seorang gadis di sebuah program motivasi. Pertemuan didalam sebuah majlis yg singkat itu tidak diduganya membuahkan sebuah persahabatan yg berkekalan. Gadis itu amat lembut pekertinya. Auratnya dijaga rapi dan tutur katanya diatur sempurna. Danisya, itulah nama yg diungkapkan gadis itu sewaktu Aisyah menghulur tangan tanda perkenalan. Mulanya Aisyah tidak tertarik untuk mendekati gadis itu, namun kepetahan dan kebijaksanaannya berbicara, akhirnya hati Aisyah tertarik untuk mengenalinya dengan lebih rapat.

Sejak mengenali Danisya, Aisyah mula mendekati Islam sebenar-benarnya. Itu tidaklah bermakna Aisyah yg dahulu jauh daripada agama, namun kini dirasakannya perjalanan kehidupannya lebih terpelihara. Jika dahulu dia memakai tudung gaya moden yg menonjolkan dadanya, kini tudung itu menjadi bertambah labuh. Jika dahulu, T-shirt dan jeans menjadi pilihan pemakaian hariannya, kini jubahlah pula yg menjadi pembalut tubuh agar tidak menjadi bahan tatapan lelaki-lelaki berhidung belang. Hari demi hari, Aisyah seakan-akan mampu melupakan Tariq. Kini Danisyalah dunianya, segala masalah dikongsikan bersama. Kehadiran Danisya mampu menggantikan tempat Tariq. Yang anehnya, Danisya seolah-olah seperti Tariq versi wanita baginya.

Saban hari, semakin ramai yg gemar untuk berdampingan dengan Aisyah. Dia amat bahagia kini kerana dikurniakan ramai sahabat yg ada untuknya meluahkan rasa suka dan duka. Ramai pemuda cuba untuk mendekatinya, namun Aisyah segera menolaknya kerana dia sedar, cinta kepada seorang lelaki mampu membunuhnya. Apa yg dinantikannya kini hanyalah CINTA kepada ilahi dan bukannya cinta sementara rekaan syaitan bertunjangkan hawa nafsu. Cinta selepas kahwin menjadi idamannya kini. Bila dan siapa orangnya, biarlah Allah sahaja yg menentukannya.

Kini genaplah lima tahun pengajiannya di Institut Perguruan Kampus Gaya. Minggu hadapan, dia akan mula bercuti. Aisyah sudah mula sibuk mengemaskan barang-barang untuk pulang ke kampung halaman. Tiba-tiba Danisya datang mengirimkan sepucuk surat kepada Aisyah. Tanpa sebarang bicara, Danisya berlalu pergi. Perlahan-lahan, Aisyah membuka sampul surat berwarna biru itu. Hatinya berdebar-debar, kerana dia kenal benar dengan tulisan tangan disampul surat itu. Tulisan insan yg pernah membuat hidupnya sengsara dahulu.

Assalamulaikum,

Kehadapan Aisyah binti Abdul Halim, gadis yg selalu kusayangi sejak dahulu, kini dan InsyaAllah, untuk selama-lamanya. Maafkan diriku kerana telah lama menghilang tanpa sebarang berita. Aku pergi bukan kerana ingin meninggalkanmu tapi aku pergi kerana aku mahu mencari CINTA dariNya.

Mungkin dahulu aku pernah membawamu kedunia penuh kelalaian. Atas desakan hawa nafsu, aku mengajakmu melanggar batas-batas syariat. Mujur, aku tersedar lalu kutinggalkan kamu sendirian merangkak dalam kepayahan. Aku turut berduka kerana kehilanganmu. Siang, malam, hari-hariku terasa perit tanpa adanya kamu. Mungkin kau tidak menyedari, aku sering memerhatikan kamu. Mesej-mesej pertanyaan khabar darimu sengaja kubiarkan tidak berbalas. Maafkan aku.

Kuhadiahkan kamu adikkku, Danisya sebagai penggantiku, teman sewaktu kamu senang dan susah. Segala perkembangan tentang kamu, selalu kutanyakan kepada adikku. Kadang-kadang ada juga kau mengeluh tentangku, saat itu, aku terasa berat untuk menjauh darimu. Namun, aku perlu berbuat begitu, kerana aku perlukan masa untuk mengambilmu sebagai isteri. Ilmu agama perlu kuperdalami, ilmu dunia perlu kutuntut agar aku mampu mencari rezeki buat kita berdua.

Kini sudah tiba masanya untuk ku sunting dirimu. Apa yg perlu kau tahu, saat kamu membaca surat ini, rombongan meminang telah pun kuhantar kerumahmu. Kuharap kau sudi untuk menerimaku sebagai suamimu.

Sekian, wasalam.

Yg Benar,

Tariq.

Aisyah terdiam seketika, hatinya berbunga. Dalam esakan tangisan dia tersenyum. Dia bahagia kini. Tidak disangka, insan yg dahulunya dianggap pengkhianat, penipu dan pembelot rupa-rupanya seorang kekasih yg sejati. Benarlah, begitu indahnya cinta andai ada CINTA kepada Allah Yang Maha Esa. Aisyah mula menyambung kembali tugasnya. Tidak sabar untuknya pulang menanti hari-hari bahagia apabila dia dan Tariq disatukan nanti. Indahnya hidup berlandaskan syariat, itulah kisah Tariq dan Aisyah, anda bagaimana?

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Hasil Nukilan : Jazulfadli Jamaludin

SOURCE : here.

ku akui untuk berubah bukanlah suatu perkara yg mudah. Tambahan lagi, jika kita berada dalam persekitaran yang langsung tidak membantu kita untuk ke arah itu. Takpe kawan2, insyaAllah dengan niat yg baik itu dan doa yg tidak putus2, insyaAllah Dia akan membantu kita. Sesungguhnya Dia Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang (:

The story of Rangers :D

2011-02-24T19:05:00.000-08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Today is Friday.

Tomorrow is Saturday.

And the next day is SUNDAY!

OMG finally, after two weeks holiday at home, I have to go back to my usual place,

UNITEN.

As a student, you are responsible to continue your job there dear, achieve your dream. Yeaahh! Semangat sikit.

MUKADIMAH JE :D

For this post, I would like to story about my housemates since the first time I enrolled in UNITEN. At first, we were just like layan perasaan sendiri haha. Not yet knowing each other. Then when the time we had to line up for registration process, we started to talk and knew each other while waiting for our numbers to be called in front of the large monitors. They're people that I met first and I didn't even expect that they're going to be my housemates then and untill now we're close together. We were 5 in the groups during the day included NUR AMIRAH RAHIM. But lastly Mira was out from the group since she was getting into the other house. Maybe she's not meant to be one of the rangers. AHAA okay that's another part of the story.

Oh yaah let me introduce them first.

My roomate, NORFARAH 'AIN MAT IBRAHIM

Next, NURUL NAZIHA MOHD HASSAN

And, UMI NAZIRA RAFIE

I NAK JUGAK! HAHA

Wherever we go, whatever we do, whenever we are, everything complementary with the word

TOGETHER!

Until we got a group name given by our classmates.

And the story started here! One day we were wearing the different colors of clothes that one of our friends suddenly said we are just like a Rangers Team. Hahaha and then Kaness started to play his role by keeping called us with that RANGERS name until everyone familiar with that. KANESSS2. At first we were like, OMG what the heck are you calling us. We're not rangers. But lama2, hahaha layankaaaaannnn! Sampai kitorang ada beli costume haha seee. nak tengok gambar? Nanti scroll down bawah yee.

Seriously they are all superb! I'm happy to have them as my friends. Suka duka bersama2 susah senang jua sakit dan payaah ((: Koraaang besssttt. Uwaaaa rinduuu daaaaaa ni tiba2 :(

Rindu nak jemaah ngan koraaangg sama2. .

Rindu bila sakit ada orang jaga. .

Rindu nak berboraak non-stop. .

Rinduu nak makan sama2 dengan pusingan round table :D

Rindu kena denda kat depan sebab datang lambat haha

Okla, I think I just wanna stop here and end the story with pictures!

Here we go folks :D

RANGERS haha

Mandi hujan! Hahah ameeek dah alang2 basaaahh :D

OUR FIRST COSTUME! White dress Teheeeee :DD

SECOND COSTUME! Formal dress according to our Rangers colors :D

Lastly, our PPOU official shirts! Cool? :D

But still I miss my older group wherever I am deaaars. .

Faizurah, Ain, Kina. . Miss you so much gals. .

Yeaay! Mood utk menulis dah datang!

2011-02-17T04:35:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum semua (:

Mukadimah dengan gambar Rapunzel masa baby! Gila comeel kan? Ahaa aku memang takleh handle dengan benda2 comeeel ni. Kalau dapat nak picit2 jeeeeeee. Lagi2 budaak2 kecik. Hati2 la dengan Kak Dila yee :DD

Anyway, cuti dah nak dekat masuk seminggu tapi baru sekarang aku teringat pasal blog haha aduhai

Ntahlah mana aku habiskan waktu cuti ni.

Baca noveel kot! Yes aku memang hantu noveel. Seronoookk kot ((:

Kalau ada orang hadiahkan novel or buku2 mungkin aku sangat terujaa!

Tak rugi membaca ni. Banyak ilmu dapaat.

Lagi2 Hlovate punya. Cayala dia tu aku rasa brilliant punya novelist plus seriously ayat slumber gila.

Best tahap giga and tahap petala kelapan :D

Hari ni aku dok mentela'ah blog SindaDila ni haha yep2 aku akui tulisan aku dulu sangatlah kelakar hehe gelaak sorang2 baca. Dengan aktiviti tag mengetag award mengeward.

Korang paham tak agaknya bila tengok post2 aku yang dulu?

Takyah paham kot. Tu dulu zaman2 aku aktif berblogging. . Rinduuu. .

Sebenarnya banyak da post2 yg lepas aku da delete. Sangat banyak.

Yg tinggal just saki baki tag n award yg adaa. Kenangan kott. Yg tu je aku biarkan.

Hope korang paham coz aku rasa aku yang dulu dan aku yang sekarang adalah dua dunia yang berlainan. Kott :D

Beginilah agaknya orang yg sedang membuat transformasi.

Jom korang kita berubah kepada yg lebih baik! Yeaay! ((:

Oklah nanti nak sambung lagi~

(:

2011-02-17T04:33:00.000-08:00

Ya ALLAH,

Jika aku jatuh cinta,

Cintakan aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya pada-Mu

Agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk mencintai-Mu

Ya Muhaimin,

Jika aku jatuh cinta,

Jagalah cintaku padanya

Agar tidak melebihi cintaku pada-Mu

Ya ALLAH,

Jika aku jatuh hati,

Izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang

Yang hatinya tertaut pada-Mu

Agar aku tidak jatuh dalam jurang cinta semu

Ya Rabbana,

Jika aku jatuh hati,

Jagalah hatiku padanya

Agar tidak berpaling dari hati-Mu

Ya Rabbul Izzati,

Jika aku rindu,

Rindukan aku pada seseorang yang merindui syahid di jalan-Mu

Ya ALLAH,

Jika aku rindu,

Jagalah rinduku padanya

Agar tidak lalai aku merindukan syurga-Mu

Ya ALLAH,

Jika aku menikmati cinta kekasih-Mu,

Janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan

Indahnya bermunajat di sepertiga malam terakhir-Mu

Ya ALLAH,

Jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasih-Mu,

Jangan biarkan aku tertatih dan terjatuh

Dalam perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia kepada-Mu

Ya ALLAH,

Jika Engkau halalkan aku merindui kekasih-Mu,

Jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas

Sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu abadi hanya pada-Mu

Ya ALLAH,

Jika dia memang seseorang yang Engkau berikan untuk melengkapi agama dan hidup hamba,

Mohon singkapkan tabir penghalang agar jalan menuju-Mu dimudahkan,

Satukan kami dalam ikatan Ar Rahman dan Ar Rahim-Mu,

Jauhkan kami dari kebimbangan dan mantapkanlah hati-hati ini untuk menggapai anugerah-Mu.

Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Kuasa atas segala sesuatu

Ya ALLAH,

Engkau mengetahui bahwa hati-hati ini telah berhimpun dalam cinta pada-Mu,

Telah berjumpa untuk taat pada-Mu,

Telah bersatu dalam dakwah pada-Mu,

Telah berjanji setia dalam membela syari’at-Mu,

Kuatkanlah Ya ALLAH ikatannya, kuatkanlah cintanya, tunjukilah jalannya,

Penuhilah hati-hati ini dengan Nur-Mu yang tiada pernah pudar

Lapangkanlah dada-dada kami dengan limpahan keimanan-Mu

Dan keindahan bertawakkal di jalan-Mu,

Hidupkanlah dalam ma’rifah-Mu,

Dan matikanlah kami dalam keadaan syahid di jalan-Mu

Amin…

A college life as PPOU Student.

2011-01-28T16:19:00.001-08:00

Assalamualaikum reader. Hyee! :D

How are you today? Hope you are in the pink of health (:

Hehe guess what. I'm so happy right now!

Because?

My burdens for this week are all gone! Yes! Lab reports! Presentation! Test! Chemistry Quiz!

And now I'm freeeee! Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah ((:

Uniten gave us 1 week holiday. Perkara yang jarang2 boleh berlaku ahaa :D

I wanna change back my biological clock. As for that week, I was lack of sleep, only 2-3hours daily, don't even get enough food, lost of appetite. Wooo symptoms of depression aren't it? Am I totally depressed because of tons of works? Well it was over! I must glad of that!

And that's why I'm here though. To express my feeling and to continue blogging. Yeaaayy!

So where am I going to start?

Tajuk tak masuk2 lagi ni. Membebel pasal diri da panjang lebar ahaa

Okay2 jom! We'll just go through with the pictures okay ;D

since the first time I'm in Uniten till now.

This was during orientation day.

Meet my housemates :

Mimi(UMI NAZIRA), Didi(ME), Rara(NORFARAH 'AIN), Zizi(NURUL NAZIHA) (:

Will story more in the next post ;D

The facilitators. Ramai gila :D

My group members during orientation week (:

Oh yah forget, this is one part of my house (:

Before TOEFL! At Imperial Hotel if I'm not mistaken. With Zizi. Berdebar gila.

Alhamdulillah after taking SAT. Mcd papa belanja ;D

With Rara my dear roomate.

This is my class. Section 4. Go El Loco. I'm glad to be part of them. They are all AWESOME.

And the last one! PPOU n PPC students. I'm happy to be one of you guys. Tak pernah jumpa manusia2 macam korang haha seriously korang best!

That's all for this post I guess. Will story more in the next post (: Wslm.

I miss you lah dear!

2011-01-19T18:21:00.000-08:00

Apa da jadi dengan blog aku ni. Gila stationary.

Aku nak update la nak update!

Tapi setiap kali masuk sini je, aku risau, weeyyhh ko ada banyak kerja lain lagi la dilaaa. . Asal boleh ada kat sini.

Tu la pasal tak update2 sampai sekarang. Teruknyaaaa =_=

Rindu laa nak macam duluuuuu.

Buat blog walking :(

Hurrmmm. .

Singgah kejap pun jadi la . .

Typing Speed Test

2010-11-24T16:03:00.000-08:00

One of the best game to play whenever you get bored

What is it?

Naahh. It's a Typing Speed Test!

57 words

Hehe I'm sorry then, I was too excited after getting this result. Hee just because I don't want it to disappear, so I decided to put it here ( nobody cares right :D but if you care, please scroll down then press the comment button. Thank you. Hehe :D)

But okaayy I know this is such an ordinary one. There are still many people manage to get better than this result right. Yela I know that's you. Tengah memperkecil2kan I la tuu. Hissh takpe2. I don't care. I just satisfied with mine. Susah nak dapaat camni :D

Btw for those who are still blur what am I talking about, heeysh don't worry, don't hesitate, you better try this! It's good for you to enhance your typing speed. Trust me. You won't regret clicking this link. Malah akan rasa gian macam saya :D So, do enjoy!

aduuhh heysh gi siapkan assignment!

This is the post after being edited because the previous one I felt like I was so poyoo. Aduuh hehe. I'm sorry it was because the happiness directly after getting the result. Seriously it was really bad kan. Hehe :D Ok peeps. Cheers!

Finally, I'm Back!

2010-10-09T05:35:00.000-07:00

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.

Oh MYYY! Peeeeeps, can you imagine how I missed this blog so much? I REALLY MISSED IT. Since I've been here at UNITEN, everything have change, including my entire life, my time, all of them become such a precious gold for me. Life becomes hectic when everyday need to go to class which mostly start at 8am until 6pm without having any rest sometimes. My mind jumbles up with TOEFL, SATs and FOUNDATION subjects as well. Such a @#$%^& , right? You will understand how @#$%^& I am if you know really deeply about those tests. Seriously applying to US is not as easy as you can imagine. It's rather to go for UK. Yeah I guess :D And also my class is about 1km away from my apartment (lucky for me if there is a bus). But yeah, as I've been here for about 3 months, it is like a normal way for me.

Heey there's still a lot of stories to jot here. But yeah as for today, I think eeemm enough already, I have to study right now for Final Exams which will be held on next week. Aggghh never mind, at least you have log in into blogger and writing something for a new post! Yeah at last I did it! :D And for sure it is because I've took one of the terrifying exams already this morning. IT WAS TOEFL. I dont know what to say, don't even want to talk about that. All I can say is, yeaah it is pretty hard! It's okay, let's forget about TOEFL and move on to Final. DILA! Go! You can do that(:

Till then peeps. .

BLOG KU

2010-07-05T11:13:00.000-07:00

i miss this page.
pfft. still haven't enough time to update.
wanna story about the new life here.
but how come.
my mind keep worrying about TOEFL, SAT1 and SAT2.
thinking for, am i wanna fly next year or another year ?
. . . . . . . . . . . .

i miss jb and my friends too #_#

award from both 'Dila' again :D

2010-06-17T20:48:00.001-07:00

first of all , wanna say tonnes of sorry as i made this post as fast as i could . i am so busy throughout this week . sorry for the both Dila #__#

ok from the first one , Dila Azie , thanks dear (:

1. apa yang bermain di fikiran you all sekarang?

bila la agaknya semua urusan nak selesai sepenuhnya ni . pfft

2. apakah nama samaran you all?

antara member rapat dikenali sebagai 'padi'

selain daripada mereka 'dila' sahaja (:

3. berikan 3 orang yang paling kamu sayang.

ok kalau untuk 'orang' ; parents , siblings , ehm2

4. panggilan untuk si dia.

aku kau cool tak ? haha

5. hadiah yang you all impikan dari seseorang yang istimewa.

seseorang yang istimewa mestilah future incik hubby nanti , jadi cukuplah dengan hadiah kasih sayang perasaan cinta yang sangat mendalam untuk ku seorang cehh ayaat .

6. blog mana yang you all suka visit ?

blog yang tersenarai dalam list 'favee' sebelah kanan ni (:

tapi saya suka blog walking semua blog .

alright done ! next from Angelika Fadhilla , thanks yehh (:

1. Apakah nama blog anda dan mengapa anda memilih nama itu ?
sindaDila . kerana nama tersebut adalah nama official saya ye (:

2. Apakah link blog anda sekarang dan bagaimana boleh timbul idea utk menamakannya seperti itu ?
http://sindadila.blogspot.com

sebijik nama blog , senang , kan ? :D

3. Apakah method penulisan blog anda ?
lepas ni akan berubah kepada blog yg lebih berinformasi insyaAllah di samping cerita mengenai perjalanan kehidupan (yeah ni atas permintaan 'mereka' yang ingin mengetahui perkembangan semasa)

4. Pernah terasa nak hapuskan blog anda ? Sebabnya ?
pernah . sebab rasa sedih bila tinggalkan blog lama tanpa update , masa tu rasa macam lebih baik delete je . hoo tidak , saya akan teruskan jugaakk ! caiyok (:

5. Pernah tak ahli keluarga anda membaca blog anda dan apa kata mereka ?
pernah . memang buat untuk dorang baca gak terutama untuk life lepas ni . sebelum ni taktaula respon dorang , baca di balik tabir an haha

6. Apakah perasaan anda apabila orang lain mengatakan bahawa anda punya blog ini.
em ? okay saya tidak paham soalan yg ini hehe

7. Bilakah anda mempunyai blog ?
sejak 2008 . tapi post telah banyak di delete untuk perubahan (:

8. Siapakah orang pertama yang mengetahui anda mempunyai blog ?
sure2 memang tak ingat

9. Apakah perasaan anda apabila orang asyik mengatakan tentang blog anda di sekolah @ IPTA & IPTS ?
eh korang pun ada jugak kan ? sama je semuaa :P

yeaaahh done ! hehe choww

the post about 'SIMBOL PEACE' has been deleted as it is only one of the conspiracy theories , don't simply believe it dear folks . thanks to ameer (:

award from the two Dila , the pink addict :D

2010-06-14T09:02:00.000-07:00

yeaahh two big thanks to Angelika Fadhilla and Dila Azie (:

1. Sila link kpd org yg bg award ni kat kamu.
ha dah ada dah kat ataaas ;D

2. Nyatakan sebab sebab anda suka kaler Pink.
tak de sebab rasanyaa , memang sukaaa ! tapi tak tahap yang melampau kot sekarang hee

3. Sejak bila suka dgn kaler Pink?
sejak tingkatan bape kott , sebab dulu suka hijau sebenarnya , kantoi haha

4. Nyatakan 5 barang paling kamu syg yg b'kaler PINK.
sangat banyak , tak terkiraa rasanya ,

5. Snap picture kamu dgn barang kamu yg kaler Pink itu (1 brg pun cukup, yg penting kaler PINK) *yg ni kalau tak nak buat pun tak pe, no biggie :X
setakat ni belum ada gambar lagi , kalau ada , akan di update lepas ni (:

6. Tagged kawan kawan kamu yg minat PINK jugak.
ha tak ramai yg aku tahu berminat dengan pink ni , so sesape yg betuul2 peminat pink , amekla tauu ((: sebab award ni perlu inisiatif individu itu sendiri untuk mengambilnya (ceh pandaai2 je) yeke ? ye ! percayalah ! hehe

maaf , agak tergesa2 jawab , sudah mulai busy sejak abg pos laju da sampai :D

SPM ? YEAH SAYA KEMBALI !

2010-06-09T00:02:00.000-07:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

kenapa dengan tajuk entry ni . kenapa dengan aku sekarang ni . sangat kuat dengan rasa rinduu . rindu yang macam-macam jenisss . sangat bercampur-baur .
rindu akan itu .
rindu akan ini .
rindu akan beliau .
rindu akan dia .
rindu akan emm kamu . ye ! kamu laah yg tengah baca ni ! :D

tapi yang pasti bersesuaian dengan tajuk entry ni , ye ! aku rindu akan zaman belajar dulu-dulu . tolonglah , aku sangat rinduu T___T otak ni entah lah . dah tak berapa nak berkembang . duduk rumah hampir 6 bulan yang kadang-kadang masa terbuang macam tuu jee . dan kini barulah macam tersedar nak kembali jadi budak SPM . pelik ke ? takla , tak salah pun kan . subjek lepas ni pun lebih kurang je cuma lebih mendalam rasanyaa utk pre-U ni (:

chemistry , physics , biology

oleh sebab buku-buku SPM kat rumah ni da kena rembat semua dengan adik aku , maka internet pujaan hati ni jela yang dapat membantuu . hehe . kepada pelajar-pelajar SPM yang tiba-tiba tersinggah sini , ha gi baca kejaap . korang jangan leka dengan laman sosial tuu semua , gi bukak ni jugaak , jangan jadi macam akak ni , dulu leka , tak pasal2 spm tak seperti yang sepatutnyaa . huih tutup kes tutup kes haha .

sebenarnya aku pun baru nak mula baca link tu . tidak rajin sungguh aku ni aduuhh . persaingan sangat besar lepas ni , boleh lagi kau wat camni ? terima sesuatu yang besar , maka kena juga lah melakukan sesuatu yg setimpal dengannya . betul tak ? insyaAllah , caiyooookkk !

surat tak sampai lagi . abang pos laju . mana awak ni :'(

KAN DA CAKAP

2010-05-26T04:20:00.000-07:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

blogger-ian !
ha kan saya da cakap . saya akan menulis kembali hehe :D
semuanya adalah kerana JPA
memang jpa ni memang
saya da bank in RM550 pada jam 4petang untuk yuran UIA
dan secara tiba-tiba apabila saya pulang ke tempat penginapan dan membuka kembali laptop , tup3 jpa keluar .
jantung berdeguupp kencangg . masuukkan no ic dan kata laluan
akhirnya menjerit ya Allah Alhamdulillah !
menangis kat situ jugaaakk
tak sangka sangat boleh dapat JPA
dan saya perlu membuat keputusan ketika itu juga
sama ada JPA atau UIA
esok pagi dah kena daftar UIA
setelah menelefon orang itu , orang ini , mengikut kata hati
sebulat hati saya membuat keputusan , ok JPA !

ya Rab sangat ralat meninggalkan UIA setelah separuh hati dah kat sana .
Universiti idaman T_T
tapi insyaAllah , setelah pelbagai peristiwa yang saya lalui , saya semakin nampak ke mana arah tujuan saya . Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah .
mungkin saya tak dapat merealisasikan impian ayah untuk menjadi doktor perubatan
tapi insyaAllah saya akan cuba untuk mencapai Doktor Falsafah .
insyaAllah3 saya cuba yang terbaik untuk mencapai impian besar ini , berkhidmat di universiti idaman dan jika suami saya izinkan ataupun ingin bersama-sama mungkin ;D uwaaaah haha .
apa ni dilaa , baitul muslim pulak ngee @_@

semoga saya sentiasa kuat dengan jalan yang telah saya pilih ini
masih belum membuat pengkhususan sains itu dalam bidang apa ,
masih mencari mana yang sesuai
MATHS , CHEMISTRY or BIOLOGY mungkinn .
26 Jun 2010 akan bermula segalanya
persediaan di UNITEN dua tahun sebelum berangkat ke USA , dengan izin Allah (:

sebulan lagi di rumah ,
harap nya tak lah sia-sia begitu je
banyak benda lagi yang perlu diperbaiki ni
rasa macam nak ulangkaji tapii . . . . . hehe
cemburu ni dengan kawan2 yang dah start belajar :DD
haisyhh semoga awak raajin ye dilaa heee

tapi da ramai yang tak online , sunyi nyaa :(

POST TERAKHIR ? MUNGKIN

2010-05-19T06:52:00.000-07:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

kenapa mesti ada perkataan MUNGKIN ?
haha sebab tajuk yang belum pasti
tapi sememangnyaa tidak mungkinlah !
POST TERAKHIR ???
mana boleeeh !
haha

hari ni mungkin malam terakhir saya di rumaah sebelum keluaar menghadapi 'dunia baruu'
maksud saya di sini , dunia sendiri kott
yela duluu syik bawah ketiaak , tak pernah duduk asramaa , manja ke ? takla , belum rezeki jee . cehh coveeer haha
then lepas ni . bermula laah detik2 ituuu
sem0ga saya tabah dan boleh menghadapi segalanyaa insyaAllah aminn
yang nak keluar macam saya ni punn , aminnn utk korang gak (:
kita b0leeh yeaah ^^

lepas ni kan , mesti da jarang dapat online kan
da jarang dapat bukak facebook
da jarang usha2 blog
da jarang dapat update blog
da jarang dapat singgah formspring
da jarang dapat baca online comic
da jarang dapat join forum
da jarang dapat baca article2 yg membinaa
dan jugaaaaaa
da jarang dapat STALKER page oraang hahahaha
tidaaak3 ! saya hanya stalker sejati page 'someone' sahaja
mesti rinduu nak ngendap page diaa lepas ni
ntah ape laa yg dia buaat , nak taau nak taau nguhh3
suspen ? takyah suspen , sebab bukan anda kott hehe

rightio , kita berbalik kepada tajuk asal
mungkin bukan yang terakhir
tapi saya akan mulai meninggalkan habit online 24hours/7days ni
rindunyaaaaaaaaaa dengan semua ni
tak patutla cepat sangat
jpa lagi masih belum keluarkan result
dilema dilema dilema
tapi still kena buat preparation utk kua gaak
then esok da geraakk
eeghhh . bercampur baur la kepala
plus mata da sangat berat ni
currently 12.35 a.m.
tak rasa dapat buat entry panjang2
mungkin sampai di sini sahaja
tanak teruskan , takut air mata berjuraaai
ceehh haha
oklaa semuaa
saya habiskan di sini
good luck di mana jua anda study . all the best !
sebenarnya , semua tempat adalah sama
tidak kira lah , IB , A-level , asasi , matrik , diploma , form6 , maktab , spa , etc.
ye , semuanya samaaaaa
yang membezakan adalah diri masingg2
kehendak anda ingin belajar atau tidaak
contohla kan
tak guna jugak dapat asasi tp belajar main2
lebih baik yg kat matrik tuu . struggle betuul2
then last2 yg berjaya yg kt matrik tuu
dan itulah yang membezakan .
kemahuan dan kehendak anda untuk belajar
bukan tempat yg membezakan
insyaAllah , rezeki masing2
He knows what is the best for us
saya mengingatkan diri saya juga (:

sekali lagi good luck untuk semua 1992 ^^

ok betul2 akhir da ni , wslm :D

tagged from iznie

2010-05-09T10:28:00.000-07:00

In the name of Allah , the Most Gracious , the Most Merciful

oh sangat pelik kali ini . saya dapat wasiat daripada iznie
tidak pahaam sungguh kenapa dinamakan wasiaat :D
tapi tidak mengapalah , kerana keunikan ituu , saya terima
thanks iznie ^^

haaa tadaaaa ! inilah haiwan tersebut , comel bukaaan :DD

Thank and link the person that gave you the cow
iznie cutee , terima kasih atas pemberian ini HAHA (sorry dear , tak tau lah kenapa , dila asyik nak tergelak je :D )

Bagi balik wasiat ni kat 7 blogger yg paling active atau 7 yg paling tak active
eh2 , da kena pass kat orang pulak ye . waaah best ni ngahaa
okaay pada sesiapa yang terbaca , SILA AMBIL yee , harap maklum . sesuka hati je tuan blog ni ek
(eh suka hati saya laaah :P )

Bagitau dorang yg dorang dapat wasiat dari orang kaya kg sepening lalat

kepada pembaca yg terbaca+berminat utk mengambil wasiat ini , WAJIB ke atas anda untuk mengambilnya okay , tidak perlu banyak bunyi . teima kasih atas kerjasama yang diberikan :DD

Cerita 3 perkara@apa yg anda selalu buat sambil tengok tv
-mesti nak ada benda untuk mengunyah
- online HAHA tapi TV selalu akan terabai apabila perkara ini berlaku
-kalau tengah rajin , amik kain , lipat sekali , ha begitula :P

Bagitau 3 makanan pelik yg pernah anda makan
eeemmm yang pelik eh . laaaaaa kalau pelik , saya tak makanlah , kan :DD

Cuba bagitau berapa orang dah kawan anda kat FACEBOOK
cuba yee , okay anda lah cuba tengok sendiri #_#

Feveret soalan ni, camne korang berjumpa spouse or pakwe/makwe korang? Kat mana?

private and confidential , boleh tak ? alaa , boleh kan jela eehh ^^

finish dear iznie !

CHANGES

2010-05-05T03:01:00.000-07:00

In the name of Allah , the Most Gracious , the Most Merciful

the word change , it does have a deep meaning for me .
as a human being , i believe everyone wants to make positive changes continuously throughout their lives . none of us want to change for bad , right ?
from free hair to hijab . from hijab to a better one .
from bad habits to good one . continuously from day to day .
etc.

may Allah enable us to be constant in doing these . Aminn~

A person who intended to do a good deed, and didn’t do it, Allah will write one good deed in his record, and if he actually did it, then Allah will add 10 good deeds. That too is not the limit. The number may reach 700 and beyond subject of Allah’s will. And if a person intended to commit a bad deed, but didn’t do it, Allah will add one good deed to his record [for refraining from doing it], and if he did commit it, then only one sin will be added to his history sheet.
[Bukhari & Muslim]

it is a great blessing of Allah that He even rewards for the intentions , and add rewards when the intended deed is performed . the truth is that there are unlimited gains in the path of Allah . Subhanallah .

why am i writing this ? just to clarify somebody who did recognize something different on me in this social-site-networking . then this is the answer . insyaAllah (:

you know what , when i remember about my past time in this networking , start from friendster , myspace , blogger , facebook , formspring and till now . i've done many things . yeaah a lot of things . sometimes i just want to hide my face under the tile . woaah how extreme :D
maybe i've done something wrong that i couldn't recognize that the action was so bad , annoyed and any others perception from you towards me on that time .
i can't satisfy all people so then i accept all the criticism . because once we enter into this social networking site , anyone can justify who are you actually , this kind of person or this type of people . i accept all those (:

so , in this opportunity , i would like to make an apologize to all of you for the wrong that i have done or do or will do . thanks in advance peeps (:

may these will be constant Fadhilah (:

button LIKE :D

2010-04-29T06:41:00.000-07:00

yeaah , sekarang saya dah ada button like seperti di facebook
teruja teruja teruja :D
lepas ni kalau korang malas nak comment , korang tekaan je button 'like' macam kat bawah ni k
oh tidak paksa , saje je ni buat sebab macam seronok jee :D
and then dia akan keluar kat recent activity di facebook korang

korang nak buat gak tak ? okay saya bagi link , tak susah , senang je caranyaa (:
actually , thanks to these blogs

http://detikhari.blogspot.com/
http://helenalatisha.blogspot.com/

but the exact source from here
a big thanks to arc for the codes (:
http://www.arcx13.com/2010/04/butang-like-facebook-untuk-setiap-entri.html

saya usha2 blog mereka dan akhirnya terhasil lah button ini
cubalaah (:

boring takde kerja , macam2 saya nak buat :D

tagged from intan

2010-04-26T05:08:00.000-07:00

"Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own blog, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag five people including the person who tagged you. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real.. nothing made up! IF the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

dilaa , take a deep breath , hmmmmmmm ,
ok now exhale and go !

What is your name :

Nur Fadhilah

A four Letter Word :

nice

A boy's Name :

nabil

A girl's Name :

nabilah

An occupation :
novelist

A color :

neon fuchsia

Something you'll wear :

necklace

A type of food :

nasi lemak haha

Something found in the bathroom :

napkin . wuppss

A place :

netherlands

A reason for being late :

nobody's perfect ( could it be ? haha)

Something you'd shout :

never ever give up !

A movie title :

nightmare on elm street

Something you drink :

neslo ice ?

A musical group :

nirwana

An animal :

narwhal ( Small Arctic whale )

A type of car :

nissan latio ;D

A type of fruit :

nectarine ( Variety or mutation of the peach bearing fruit with smooth skin and usually yellow flesh )

Tagged:

silent readers , just take this tag if you are interested in , a great pleasure from me (:

haha i stuck many times when answering these . then searching here and there for the words started with the letter 'N' . so that are my results . i've done ! yeaahh

feel sleepy meepy . . . . goodnight

♥ Hlovate

2010-04-23T05:33:00.000-07:00

siapa yang pernah dengar nama Hlovate ni sila angkat keyboard sekarang haha

Hlovate
nama yang sungguh unik bukan ? (:
yeep dan semestinya seunik karya yang dihasilkan

pertama kali membaca novel karya beliau , terus dapat daya tarikan yang membuak-buak
tidak tahu mengapa tapi memang best sangat
daripada gaya tulisan Hlovate , memang dapat rasa beliau mempunyai pengetahuan yang sangat luas . sangat knowledgeable dan secara tidak langsung bila baca novel Hlovate , memang macam2 kita akan tahu .
novel yang sangat sweet , cara penyampaian dakwah yang sempoi , memang boleh menginsafkan laah . pendek kataa dari semua sudut memang best ! tapi kalau panjang kata , mantaap laah haha

alahai dila cerita melampau padahal baru baca buku ni jee punn

Versus mengubah haluan hidup dengan pusingan arah 180 darjah . Bacalah jika anda juga ingin berubah menjadi lebih baik , insyaAllah !
(tulisan di belakang novel)

taknak cerita banyak2 coz nanti korang tak suspen baca kalau da ada niat nak beli ni :DD

tapi memang da jatuh cinta dengan Hlovate ! lepas ni nak beli karya yang lain pulak .
Kepada peminat noveel , beli laa koraang , serious tak ruugi (: *promote*
duluu aku peminat alaf21 . memang gila gaak kebanyakan novel dorang
tp sekarang da pindah ke novel2 islamic
then yang terbaruu lebih specific kepada karya Hlovate .
a big thanks to Nur Assyuhada yang memperkenalkan novel ni
terror aa dia impressed aku suruh bacaa
and then now aku nak impressed peminaat2 noveel yang lain laak ahaa

tapi agak ketinggalan jugak sebenarnya ni . da ramai yang kenal Hlovate kan . da lama da pun novel terbitan beliau ni . kalau tak silap since 2006 kot . tp Versus ni paling baru kua laa (:

actually , siapa yang sekarang rasanya ingin melakukan perubahan untuk menjadi yang lebih baik , korang akan sukaa sangat baca novel ni
sangat sesuaaai (:

ok nak tunjukkan karya2 Hlovate yang lain lak

lepas ni nak beli Tunas ;)